April 20, 2015
There are so so so many requests but I stand on the, tomorrow is promised to no man..............I'm a mature woman that had to return to school and ask that all go well with my test oral exams coming up in languages and also math so that I may transfer, may financial aide for the classes go through and everything go smoothly. Finances and a job concurrently too at least pt. Continue to grow in skincare waxing and seal my license fees due next May.
April 20, 2015
Please pray for my husband's faith to be strengthened in the storm he (we) are in. Our situation is extremely difficult and I can see he is losing hope. Pray that he does not lose hope and give in to the despair that the enemy wants him to. It breaks my heart to see my husband so sad. Prayer is the only way I know to help. Please help my husband to keep his eyes on Jesus and not on the circumstances. In Jesus name, Amen.
April 19, 2015
I asked God like Jonah tonite if he would take my life. I cant do this anymore. I am at the END of self. My husband threatened the big D word yelling it at me and putting fist several inches from my face in an aggressive air punch several times. He called me hurtful ugly names. We have two children I love more than life. One is an infant with terrible acid reflux. Will someone please reach out to me bc NO ONE seems to care. I am so mad at my pastor and a so called friend for not being more helpful. Everyone seems too busy for us. Yes I am struggling with a Huge amount of RAGE ANGER hatred bitterness. HOW does one TRULY forgive and let go???? How?????? Tell me there's some hope and a reason fot living bc absolutely nothing we do seems to be helping out marriage OR us. God help me. I am SO tired weary broken exhausted and full of anger. I want to murder him sometimes for real and sometimes I wish he would die. Please somebody look past my shocking statements and ENCOURAGE me. NOBODY speaks words of LIFE anymore. Everyone is too focused on selves and busy busy busy. I hate debbie for saying she cares and then too daggone busy to help.
April 19, 2015
Heavenly Father God for Jesus Christ Holy Namesake: By YOUR Almighty Goodness, Grace and Mercy through Faith: as preparations are being made for the repairs which are overdue and sorely needed in our home; I humbly and earnestly seek: YOUR SOVEREIGN Will, YOUR DIVINE INTERVENTION, YOUR FAITHFUL FINANCES, YOUR UNWAVERING PROTECTION, YOUR ALWAYS ACCURATE DIRECTION and YOUR WELCOME ADVOCACY through it ALL. In Jesus Christ Holy and Forevermore Exalted Name I Respectfully pray. Amen
April 16, 2015
I am a woman though :) May all go will with my 2pm class of skincare products at a temp on call job and that my facial waxing come out perfect with the Lords hand guiding me. All to go well. May I continue with them at least a couple of times a week and grow grow grow. My financial aide being reviewed for school go through I only have three semesters to go. May God locate my employer need to work at least part time also homeless stay with someone but its not long term. Im 48 so its hard at this age. Marriage to come to my door this year I am ready and it's over due it seems.