June 11, 2013
My step-son is having surgery today. A few days ago he wrecked his motorcycle. Thankfully he was wearing a helmet. The doctors thought he was doing good and with a broken collarbone and a bump on the head, he went home and even tried working some. Yesterday he called the doctor as he was still having terrible headaches and vomiting. They told him to go to the ER. They found a 4 inch clot on his brain. It needs to be removed as its swelling and causing obvious issues. So today they will take a section of his skull off and remove the clot so he can continue healing. They say it isn't brain surgery because they are cutting into his brain or the membrane but it seems really close to me and somehow that doesn't make me feel better. Please pray for us all. Its my husband's birthday so the best birthday present would be that the surgery goes well. Thank you for listening and your time and prayers.
June 11, 2013
Things seem to have gone topsy-turvy-- I need help... and I feel pretty down-- My family is in the process of splitting up-- my husband has left and taken 2 of the children with him-- I have one with me... filings have begun a hearing is pending... I have tried to get us into counseling & he adamantly refuses-- I do not have a formal employment situation and need to find one so that I can take care of myself & one child now evidently-- My husband has tried to take away almost every form of support that he can & nothing is court-ordered yet since the case is in process. He has been emotionally abusive for a some time & having an emotional affair with someone else... I just received a court doc for a bill from years ago that was "drummed up" against me, though a portion may be actual but without the employment situation taken care of, it is difficult to even find housing now,,, My husband is selling the house that we currently live in, so time is a factor... I just need prayer support--- so please, if you are able to life us up before the Father--- please we need you now,,, It's just a difficult time--- I know that the Lord is able to help and make things not just ok but bring healing for my heart & our children who are all just hurting terribly. He's able to send provision for me and employment & I am asking for Him to do so. Thank you for your time & prayer support.
June 10, 2013
I believe I just found an opening in a career I can be passionate about. Praying for the connections and doors to open. :-)
June 10, 2013
wife and i have been together for 20 yrs. i've been a jer, cheated and an alcoholic. she has every reason to leave me (even now) for all that i've done!!! She met a guy at her work and told me to she wanted a divorce. she was hoping for hm (he was separated) but he said no, that he wanted to work it out with his wife. i called and confronted him and asked him straight up (man to man) , he said nothing happened (physically). i took on my demon of jealousy for he calling and confronting life head on. she wasnt happy that i didnt trust her! when she said nothing happened. however... i really am trying to trust that God aligned things up to change me and b the man I'm supposed to and need to be. but there are times when i want to beat the crap out of him. he seems like an honest guy who recognized. but still for any man to lead a woman on. deserves and warrants the crap beat out of him. after he said they were getting to close, that didnt stop communication between then! they were talking long after she and i were trying to rebuild (as she told me later). "as i called",, ready for anything. i was prepared to love her, passed all!!! and i do... but this isnt right!!! i feel anger brewing inside me and the thoughts of what i will do are horrible!! if we ever cross paths....i know all things work according to Gods plan, but he lines things up, and lets us make our own decisions! I'