June 19, 2013
I am trying so hard to do whatever is necessary to increase my income so I may support myself and move out. My husband and I are getting divorced. Several things brought us to this.place, but one factor is he doesn't believe in God. We are miserable coexisting with my 18 year old who is severe adhd and our two little ones who have not been told yet what is happening/or about to happen. But I have been sleeping on the couch for six months now, struggling to choose my path of income. I hope to build my online business into the local market with email marketing and any other services that are requested. I have never been one to charge adequately for my time, and have picked up a ft job as a consistent income, but this isn't enough. I enjoy my simple job in retail as it gets me out of the house and in front of people. Through my job there I have learned I will always keep this or a similar job in addition to my business as I love seeing people's eyes light up when they come in and are greeted by us. My husband and I are working towards a civil agreement with coparenting so there will be no need for child support. But I do not make enough consistently to begin locking in a new place for rent. Praying for courage and lasting motivation to not quit until I reach success. I love my current clients whom I do online video with since 2009 and really want to build my business locally which I do have a very logical plan to get more business as I get my new website in place. I cannot afford to hire help so I am doing all the programming and design and tedious work on my own. I have finally found peace in myself these past couple years but am stuck here in a home with a functional alcoholic whom has the nick name Mr doom and gloom in my mind. I can do this yet, at times I wallow in my self doubt and freeze for a day. I haven't lived alone for 15 years. Can I handle the responsibilities and pressures that come from being a single mom again? Ok, that's enough. If you have read this far, thank you. All I hope for is silent prayers so my journey may move to a new place by August either the first or the end of the month. Please!!! I have seen the.power of prayer in others' lives. Perhaps, it's time to open my heart to receive. Thank you so very much.
June 19, 2013
Heavenly father with a rolling tears I am waiting for Your answer since 2 years in abusive situation, have mercy on me father end the test of my faith & give peace , joy to my broken heart & mind, give rest to my body. I have hide my identity. IJN Amen
June 19, 2013
Dear Lord, I choose You and I remember Your in control! Even though sorrow and sadness has been my circumstance as I've fervently interceded for our daughter to return to You-- Father, Son, and Holy Spirit! Lord-- I can't say I'm happy but I'm so thankful that I can choose You, every moment of every day. A deep undercurrent of joy is flowing through me. Thank you for our Word say's it best, "Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you who belong to Christ Jesus" (1 Thes. 5:16-18). My specific prayer for my daughter this evening is that the Holy Spirit will bring TRUTH to LIGHT & EXPOSE LIES! Lord--Your power is the ONLY protection she's got from her toxic culture! Holy Spirit Flow in her through the night and and all day long! Extend mercy and allow her to hear Your still small voice!
June 19, 2013
Please pray for Nathalie that the Lord speak to her mind and that she wouldn't worry about anything. Second pray for my dad that the lord convict his heart of stubbornness and that he would wear his glasses as his eyesight is diminishing. Thanks in advance
June 19, 2013
I am so excited about the phone call this morning from the Donor Transplant Coordinator at HCMC. Last December I was accepted into the Kidney Paired Donation program. (Which can be explained by imagining this situation: Someone wants to donate a kidney to you, but your blood type does not match, or there is some other incompatibility. Imagine a second pair in the same situation, but the kidney from the potential donor in that pair is able to donate to you(you are compatible). By swapping the donors and the recipients in these two pairs,two transplants are made possible.) So, today I learned that my kidney donation scheduled for July 2nd will go to Georgia, where someone else will donate to Baltimore Maryland, where someone else will donate to another person in Minnesota. So please pray for logistics and safety of all involved that day. Amazingly, 3 different families will receive the gift of hope and a new life at the same time! But the glory really needs to go back to God for what He did in my life in March 2011. Where He directed my path to Florida at a time when my heart and soul were in total despair and disarray, It was during that time I saw in the eyes of another, the peace, hope and joy they had in Christ, which I needed in my life, like I needed air. I just did not know how to get it. But God also had waiting for me, the book "Life's Healing Choices" by John Baker, which outlined the plan of how to get what I saw through Celebrate Recovery, a ministry I found at BrooklynParkcurch I can never say thank you enough or repay the ones that have given me hope over the last 2 years. But I can serve my God of healing and restoration by being the example to others, living the message of hope and new life that can be found in my Savior Jesus Christ. He has granted my hearts desire of 2011, and it is my prayer that each of you come to know the peace, hope and joy that can be found in Christ. I have also learned that even the smallest act of kindness, simplest of prayers, or words of encouragement, can provide someone strength and hope that they can cling to for months or years. So I am incredibly excited about how God will use this for His Glory.