May 23, 2013
My husband was having a bad day yesterday, and deals with anger at times. I had to get up at 4am for work and earlier before he left for work he told me the baby had Advil for her teeth. He brought the baby to me at 11pm and when I mentioned she needed meds, he screamed at me, took her to the living room and started swearing very loud and woke up teh older child. I then got up after this, and my son was throwing up, and my husband freaked and told me my deamons were upset. After all this he ran after me with a pitch fork, and then choked me. I ran out for safety, and got his parents a few blocks away and told them I wanted to call the police this was not the first time. I NEED prayer for a way out this means I need provison to provide chilld care for my kids as he is home during the day. He wants a divorce and feels God cursed him with me. I work full time, go to school full time, do all the cleaning, cooking, take care of the kids when I am home, pay the bills.... He picks up work here and there and I am wore out. I need a miracle as the abuse is getting worse and worse everytime as he tells me I deserve to die. I know God says no divorce but what am I to do, as all this stems from him thinking I am the worst person ever because I will not "allow" him to do drugs. So I am asking.. abuse to stop, miracle for marriage if this is what God wants, provison for child care for my kids!
May 23, 2013
Please lift me up in your prayers. I have gone through many seasons of change this past year. I'm not sure I understand why certain things have happened but I am trying to live by faith and not sight. I recently bought a house only by the grace of god and work a lot of hours between my full time job and practice (again god openeded the doors on this one) that is starting to take off (an area i also need prayer with as I am becoming very stressed with balancing all the things in my life). Since i work so many hours i need discernment of whether or not I should adopt out my two animals. I have someone very interested who would provide an outstanding home for not just one but potentially both (not sure yet if i should even do both). It really is weird how this family heard about me as I have been going back and forth with this decision for a few months now and have not said anything to anyone but really just been praying that the Lord take it it into his hands. This is a hard decision for me as I am a single women and I really love the time I get to spend with them but feel that my hours are just too much sometimes and I want them to have more attention. Also, financially with the new house and trying to grow my practice it may be best. Please pray for me that I can make a decision and know strongly in my heart it is what God intended. I really need prayers. I cant stop thinking about the verse in ecclesiastes 1: 3-9 which has been strongly on my heart. Thank you for your prayers
May 23, 2013
I have a final interview today - they've already extended an offer. Please make this job the step that heals and reconciles my family. Long story but this has been a long and painful road. I meant my vows.
May 23, 2013
I'M SO AMPED!!! I just had a GREAT conversation with the recruiter!!! So great. I talk to the person managing the position tomorrow at 2pm!!! God is SO GOOD!! I'm so excited. Thank you for all of your prayer. I pray every day that God blesses each one of you that has prayed for me. Please keep praying for me!! 1st UPDATE- - - ORIGINAL PRAYER - - - 1ST UPDATE - - - ORIGINAL PRAYER - - - I'm so excited right now. Thank you so much for your prayers!!! It means a lot. The recruiter for the company I applied with wants to call "and chat with me...to give me more information about the position" this afternoon or tomorrow some time. I'm so excited. Please continue praying with me that every step of this process goes great and I get hired! God is so awesome!!! ORIGINAL PRAYER - - - ORIGINAL PRAYER- - - ORIGINAL PRAYER- - - ORIGINAL PRAYER- - - So this morning was one of several mornings over the last month or so that I get to my desk at work and repeat the words to the old Washington Post Jobs commercial..."I can't take this, I can't take this...not another day, not another day". I start to write down a few things I would like to have in a company so I could email the list to the different recruiters that I know. It wasn't 10 minutes after I finished that list that someone emailed me a position...from a compa ny that has other than the location...literally all of the items on my list!! Unbelievable, right? I sent my cover letter and resume immediately. PLEASE pray with me that I am considered for this position, offered an interview, ACE the interview, and get a job offer from them. Thank you so much.
May 23, 2013
I would like to tell everyone who prayed for my aunt yesterday to start with thank you. Please continue her heart needs to be opened and her marriage needs to be restored. I just found out in the mist of everything she didn't even pay for her son cap and gown to graduate. The cut off date was a few weeks ago. I took it upon my to call & talked to anyone I could in order to get him to walk. After not very much time they told me if I ordered he they would allow him to WALK at his graduation. After this I paid the fee for cap and gown and etc and told him that he WOULD be walking. After his mother (even tho she already moved out the home) When she found out she came and took his keys & began bashing my family and telling him that from there MY FAMILY could buy him a car and anything else we needed. This action was not taken to get at her my intentions was getting him what he deserved. I pray her eyes open and the feeling of hate would leave her body . I pray on her relationship with her husband and the family around her will improve. That god will speak to her heart. Her actions and everything is now not only taking a toll on her inner family but the ones outside the home. I just wish I could do something but everyone's tried its completely in gods hands & the prayers from you guys.