May 19, 2013
I feel that I am like the disciples in the Bible walking through trials for years. I was born with a rare disability which is not life threatning but varies for anyone who has it. I am a single female who just achieved home ownership with family help in the last few years. At the same time I have struggled with various health issues due to a weak immune system due to my condition. I can only work part-time and am limited in the type of work I can do because my condition affects my hands. I love children and now do nanny jobs but it is hard to get jobs because I am judged on my condition without getting a chance. Also the jobs are occasional which is tough. To sum it all up my only regular income is social security which is low since I have never been able to work full-time. I know we don't get more than we can handle but I am at a loss because working more is not possible and with little income I can not afford the therapies that help my condition which makes it so I can get around and have an easier life. I feel there is no way out. God I pray a financial miracle comes and make all these trials end and even in the next 24hrs I believe I will get a nanny job if it is new or a family I currently help.
May 19, 2013
I have a job interview this week. I am nervous about it. Prayers for confidence.
May 19, 2013
my bulldog spike has bad allergies face eyes swollen scrathibg bleeding sores cant afford vet.
May 19, 2013
I need prayers for mental, emotional, physical and spiritual healing. I'm very self conscious and I have low self esteem. I need prayers that God would bring nice Christian people my way. I keep settling for less than deserve. I keep running after guys that just want to use me. I met a guy a little over a year ago and I've tried walking away from him and he always seems to come back. This guy only wants me around for sex and when it's convenient for him. He makes me feel bad all the time. He has told me several times that he doesn't want to have a relationship with me and he always comes up with a different reason why he doesn't want to. I want to be able to tell him and any other guy that is just using me "no" and walk away. I want to be able to truly love myself.