April 16, 2014
I am 24 weeks pregnant with out second child. We have been married for almost 6 years and the entire 6 years I have been struggling with being married to a drug addict. I did not find out about his secrets until after we were married, by that time it was a year into the marriage and right after the birth of our first child. I have stuck it out with him this long in hopes that God would heal him and me, and our marriage. I know he is using again, money is missing and he is acting like he use to. I am having such a hard time battling depression and stress in the pregnancy because of him and our lives. I am asking for others to pray because after 6 years of no change in anything, I have given up on prayer. I think mine just hit the ceiling and bounce back down. I have begged God and cried, and asked, and did everything I could think of, but absolutely nothing. I am so lost and I have nowhere to turn, nowhere to go. I try to read the bible, but only get angry when I do. It says God will not put on us more than we can handle, but I am breaking. God said ask and you shall receive. I have asked and begged and cried out, but still no healing has come to us, to my heart. I feel more alone than I ever have before. I want to leave my husband, but can't. I want to have faith, but I don't know how anymore. Over the years of being mistreated and being left alone, and battling all of this, my heart has grown from happy, open, and loving to cold, hard, and bitter. I want to change also. I need to change. I have allowed the things that have happened to me and my marriage destroy everything that I was. I honestly do not even know what to ask for anymore. I have given up, but hoping someone out there will renew my faith and lay praying hands on us.
April 14, 2014
My husband left me after we came home from a mission trip. He wants a divorce. He's cheated on me in the past and I think this time it's the same problem. I don't want a divorce. I want to fix our marriage and make it what God had intended to be.
April 09, 2014
My husband and i are on the verge of a divorce due to lies and issues with him taking money from account and i don't know what it is for. He has been both verbally and physically abusive to me in the past and is very controlling now. I don't know what else to do. Should i leave and file for divorce. This relationship is pulling me apart and i'm very depressed. I have tried to get him back into church, but he would rather go out drinking. I've tried to move into another room in the house, but that just upsets him more where he becomes violent. He needs to go to the doctors, i think he may be bi-polar too. This has been going on for 7 years.
April 08, 2014
i have always been a helpful person...recently my son has had a lot of trouble with an old car (he dosen't make enough money to keep it going and stay on the job) i helped to pay and get him to work while it was being repaired.....(had to take out a payday loan to do) my husband got so mad that i helped him by just taking him to work. since he retired he has become a abusive person verbal now physical. he hit me and tried to chock me... he doesn't drink as far as i know except when he was little his has not been to churhc since we have been married he says to many bad people in church trying to get right with God... just pray that things will calm down at home i slept in my truck the first night now i am in the house on the couch... but i know your prayers God will answer with some kind of message for me..... thanks for taking the time just to read this
April 07, 2014
Plz pray for my husband to desire gods will and not the alcohol and lust for me. He is missing work due to the drinking.