July 09, 2014
I just met what I thought was a wonderful women 4th of July weekend. She was so gorgeous I almost didn't stop to talk with her. We went and spent time together at a nice place where all the people seemed like angels. The music was so good too. We laughed and smiled the whole night. I felt on fire with the spirit and we spoke about Jesus plenty. She seemed devoted too. Then we walked on the beach and someone lit expensive fireworks. I even got the kiss. It was pretty much a dream date. We went out again the next night and it was nearly as good. The next day she texted what a good time she had. Then it stopped. I don't know what happened...what someone told her, or what she found out. I am just know she wont return my text messages. Completely cut off and out. No explanation. No Goodbye. I know she had to go back to the state she lived in but what happened??? I am so sick of having my heart trampled on in this life, that I feel like ending it. (don't worry I wont) I am going running on the beach instead and I hope I see some beautifulness that will help me from turning my heart cold as ICE to protect myself from this horrable schooling.
July 08, 2014
Praise!! By God's grace, I found my key!! It was in a place we searched again and again...but God's timing is perfect!! I found it!! Thank you dear Lord..... Continue prayer....I need a job...I need to take and pass my NCLEX...and prayer for my daughter as she starts her new job driving truck. Prayer for my bitterness and anger to be removed from my life...that I may be molded into the person God can use....Prayer that cruel words from individuals who don't know me or my situation won't hurt so badly. Prayer that my son will get saved. Prayer that bills will get paid...Pray Pray Pray...God is good...and this world is NOT my home...
July 07, 2014
My boyfriend was in a car accident three weeks ago back in my hometown in Michigan. Before even receiving back the blood work, the news made the assumption that he was drinking. I spoke to him on the phone 30 minutes before the accident and he was not intoxicated, I could tell by his voice. He is diabetic, and his sugar was near 500 at the time of the accident, obviously causing impaired driving. He has been in jail for nearly 3 weeks now. The woman that he hit lost her unborn child in the crash. He is terrified. He has a heart of gold and would give the shirt off his back to anyone in need. He is the most amazing person I've ever met, and the love of my life. Please pray that he make it through this journey, and that the judge has a lightened heart during his trial. Also pray for the family involved during this unimaginably difficult time. I do not have a lot of support for my decision to stick by his side. In my heart, I know he's the one I'm meant to spend my life with. I am in Florida for the summer, so please pray for me as well. I need all the strength possible. It really would mean a lot to me. Have a blessed day.
July 05, 2014
Please pray for a Christian woman who is being physically abused by her non-Christian family. Please pray that her persecution will end and that God will provide a way out for her. Thank you!
July 05, 2014
I need prayer. I need to find a job, Single parent and no child support...or alimony. Bills are building up...and no income to pay them. I know God is in control...but feeling the stress!! Also, lost my only car key--it's the expensive one with the chip in it--Pray that the Lord will help me locate it, for I don't have any money to replace it!! Prayer for my eldest daughter as she leaves next week for her job as a trucker--she too is a single parent (I will be watching her children as she travels) Prayer for God's mercy and protection...