November 26, 2015
I pray I made the right decision in going back home with my sis, if everything goes well the next few months, back home to Indiana. I really don't have anything left here for me. *JDAWG*
November 25, 2015
Heavenly Father , In the name of Jesus i come and pray to you for the salvation , the second birth , the birth from above for the three siblings Eman Gawdat & Mariam Gawdat & Omar Gawdat and their parents ( in Egypt ) . You are love, encompass them with your love . Wash them by the blood of Jesus so they will be brighter than snow , please their heart with this incomparable testimony , it is your deep love to save us and give us eternal life through the redemption of your son Jesus . I love them my lord so much , draw them by the Holy Spirit into the way of Jesus, give your angels the orders to guide them into the knowledge of Jesus . I proclaim that they will have a great encounter with Jesus . Send them the faithful and the right messenger to lead them into your knowledge . I proclaim that they will be workers in your kingdom for your glory God and witness for the gospel everywhere . I proclaim that their home will be place for your pleasure & your praise , in Jesus name , Amen
November 24, 2015
I pray that me and S can get along. Lord, I miss talking to him. He has been the first guy that I could talk to. Lord, I pray that we will talk again because he is no better than me. Everything, is according to your will. Amen.
November 23, 2015
I am only 42 years old but have alot of health issues due to birth defects that effected my hips, legs, and feet, and back. I went to Shriner's Hospital from 2 months old until I aged out at 18.I had multiple surgeries. I filed for disability almost 3 years ago. That was very hard for me. I was told my birth defects would cause me pain and problems "when I got older". I knew that; but had no idea that it would be in my 30's! This entire thing has been and still is, very embarrassing things I have ever had to do. It is such a very long and stressful thing. I hate it when people ask me where I work....it kills me to have to say that I cant since i have worked since the age of 16. I do have a relationship with my Lord and Savior and am so thankful I have the honor to know Him. He has made the most difficult years of my life to be bearable. I have seen two different surgeons and both told me that nothing will help the pain I am in except for surgery A very major surgery which is 3 procedures in one surgery. I am in constant pain from my back....it never stops completely. If i stand long, if i walk much at all, if I am sitting then to get up is very hard. Plus my feet hurt, any and all shoes kill my feet. I have an average of 60+ shoes and all but ONE pair hurt my feet and they are worn out summer sandals. The thing is this; since my issues are not obvious to the eye, and one would not know unless they reviewed my records, people tend to think I am just being lazy. It is not fair and though I limp some, and hurt like crazy, I try not to show it. My surgeon told me that my back is worse than the 70 year old patients whom complain of back pain he sees. My surgeon was ready to schedule me for surgery months and months ago, but due to this entire process and life in general, I cannot afford surgery and never will be able to unless and until my disability claim is approved. Someday I will not be able to walk because the bones in my back are slipping off of the others and will eventually slip all the way off. I am making payments still on doctor bills and tests that have been done and that alone is almost impossible. Please pray for my calin to be approved, and praise God for all He is and all He does. He is the one and only reason I was ever born and that I am still here. I have tried suicide more than once. My life can feel very worthless not only due to stress and anxiety, but because of the constant pain and the limitations it all places on my life and on me physically. It seems people are far more understanding for :pain they can see vs the pain that is not seen by the eye. I am very overwhelmed and trying so hard to surrender all my worries to God, whom is the one in control. I am not lazy and God knows that. This is not the path I would have chosen to follow, for sure! Please pray for me, that God will provide either way, and I know He is amazing and good, even when not seen by the eye alone. Thank you all and please message me if you would like .
November 26, 2015
Stand in agreement with me for opening the door for marriage , i am single and have not been married , and i am a christian minister and want a girl from God to bless my life and my Journey in full time ministry , most of girls i met concerns about marriage from pastor , i want holy friendship with holy and clean love story lead to marriage .. In Jesus mighty name , Amen