October 15, 2014
In my past 25 years of my life, whenever someone is in need of help , I will do my best to help them, Relatives, friends, Church friends, I will not turn them down unless I am unable to help. I am now in need of their help financially, but none of them are willing to give me a lending hand, they just shut their doors on me, avoid me, pass remarks about me and my family. I am very very hurt and sad. I do not have future anymore, I have no strength, faith and energy to live on, I am not seeing any hope to move on. I am disappointed when people who seems to be walking very closely with God and simply told me, she will pray for me and is not willing to provide me with a little help, she is my Aunt whom I have all along treated her very nicely, paid for her expenses, car etc and yet she is treating me that way when she has the means to help. Why are they so cruel? I am not asking them to give me, I just need a loan and will pay them back one day. Sorry to take up so much of your time, I am just trying to release my unhappiness and learn to forgive them as I am also asking our Heavenly Father to forgive all my sins. Please pray for me, I need God to send me a financial blessings, I can't stand the stress anymore. Kindly pray for me, I really need your prayers. Blessings to all.