September 01, 2015
My fiance is confused on whether she really wants this or not. Having doubts about where we would go in life. When the God wants her to live her life alone. I myself feel helpless prayer is the only thing I can do it's the only thing that works but I still wish that I could do something to help her. Lord hear my cry when I saw those that pray for me and if anybody has any suggestions or helpful words please send me a note
August 31, 2015
The past two weeks haven't been the best. My little guy has been sick, my oldest is having trouble adjusting at school resulting in tears every morning. I feel like I am being pulled in 15 different directions and that everyone needs me resulting in my stress and anxiety, I have cried so much over the past few weeks. Our marriage is starting to experience strain as "family members" think they know what is best causing broken communications and hurt feelings. I just don't think it could get much worse. I know my God is able and has always been there for me and my family, my prayer is that my husband and I can find strength in one another to push through this instead of running away from one another. We could really use your prayers.
August 31, 2015
I am asking for prayer for our pastor, emeritus pastor most specially, assistant pastor, and evangelist. As our Sunday School lesson said the leaders had become stumbling blocks before he people for worship. I'm not calling judgment just asking for prayer that they follow after Christ Jesus so the people can follow after them with joy and worship in spirit and in truth. There is a division in my church and it seems no one sees it or wants to see it but it is causing a lot of strife. I am asking for prayer for unity among God's people and that the emeritus pastor let the new pastor take his position to lead God's people without all the confusion. Pray my strength in the Lord as well.
August 28, 2015
I posted the other day and appreciate the prayers. I am in a finacial crisis at this time. It all began with an old debt that I was unable to pay. So many years later this has come back to haunt me. But instead of crying in self pity, I am praising God because on 9/11 I will be free and clear of this debt and will never have to deal with it again. So what has happened is my bank account has been garnished to pay this debt. I got paid today but the bank took the entire amount. I have less than 75.00 to buy gas to get to work. My next pay check , the majority of it will go to pay the debt. But as I said on that day it will free me up from it. I am trusting God He will provide all I need. If all I need in the next month is gas money then I thank Him for that. But I cant help but worry about my electricity and water being turned off plus getting behind on my house payment and car payment. I did this to myself and am in no way asking for anyone to get me out of it. I am counting down the days until I can shout I am free and clear. God is using this difficulty for me to share with others. A testimony to His love and goodness and kindness and mercy and His amazing Grace.I am asking in complete humbleness and sincerity for prayers that my bills can be paid and God will deliever me from this mountain I built myself. When I look back I never asked God was I making the right decision. I have been asking that He take all that is displeasing in me out and to show me what He takes. So in my shame He has shown me my greed and love for money. Yuck , hard words to come from me and gross I dont want to ever have that in me again. I completely trust Him to provide and sooth my worries and give me peace. Sept will be a hard long month for me. I am asking for sincere prayers for and mercy to encase me. Thank You Father for all You do and for being You. Thank you to all who take your precious time to pray for me. Believe me I feel them. This last week I have slept with my Bible , waking up and it is still in my hand. This past week instead of carrying my phone in my pocket, I have carried my Gideon Bible I have had since 1994 in my pocket. What comfort I get . I praise God thru this trial for not only freeing me from a chain of debt but also teaching me and pulling out the ugly that is within me. God bless to all and my heart felt love to you and prayers for each person who reads this, prays for me. I am sorry for letting God down and letting others down. May God rain His many blessings upon us all.
August 28, 2015
Please pray for my granddaughter to make good choices in her life. Currently, she is very confused, fighting depression, seeking forgiveness, and wanting to get back on the right road to follow God.