September 28, 2016
Please pray for my brother. He is in the hospital with a blood clot in his eye. Pray for healing.
September 28, 2016
Please pray for me as I have lots of fears right now. I am scared that I will be a virgin forever and that I will never experience sex on my wedding night. I will never get to experience the wonderful beautiful gift that God has created for a husband & wife. I am scared that I will never have my first kiss and experience what kissing feels like. I am scared I will never get to go on a date and that no man will ever ask me out on a date. I am scared that I must be too ugly and not beautiful enough and that I am invisible for a man to ever notice me. I am scared that I will never get married and my dream beach wedding will never come true. I am scared that I will never be a wife and that God has no husband for me. I am scared I will never be a mom and never be able to get pregnant and have a baby. I am scared that I might be too old by the time I ever get married and will be too old to get pregnant. I am scared that no man will like me or want to marry me because I am a vegetarian. I am scared that I will never get engaged and finally have a ring on my finger. I am scared that I will never be able to try on wedding dresses and be a bride and walk down the aisle. I am scared that I will never have my father daughter dance. I am scared that I will never have my first dance with my husband. I am scared that romance will never happen to me. I am scared that God has forgotten about me and He isn't preparing a special man just for me to be my husband and that there is no man out there who is waiting for me just like I am waiting for him. All of these fears are inside of me and feel like my desires will never happen to me.
September 27, 2016
Please pray for me I feel like God has forgotten about me and doesn't care about the desires of my heart. The desires of my heart is to be a wife & mom. I feel like God doesn't have a husband for me and that there is no man out there who is ever going to marry me. I feel like it will never be my turn to be a bride and get married & finally be a wife.
September 27, 2016
Successfully speak to chair of dept for graduate classes in Spring semester and add them successfully while concurrently process grants 10/1 online successfully to continue with MBA if only part time. Employment job offer January for permanent and long term position in the company God has for me. Secure living arrangement until I have a home and end homelessness. Legal to be processed and addressed; settled.
September 26, 2016
Please pray for me as I need two letters of recommendation to get into the teaching credential program. I don't know who I am going to ask. I am so scared. I feel like I made a big mistake of wanting to become an elementary teacher. I don't know what kind of job that I can do or would be good at. I don't think I will make a good teacher. I am shy and quiet and feel like I will fail at teaching. I love kids. I don't know how to start conversations with others and feel like I won't know how to do parent teacher conversations. I don't know how to teach or how to teach a class of 30 kids. Don't know how teachers teach that many kids it seems very crazy. My dream is to work at an christian school instead of a public school then you have less kids. I want to teach kids about God and be able to talk about God. I think there is something wrong with me if I am so quiet and shy and can't start conversations. I wasn't thinking when I got into wanting to become a teacher. I just don't think I am the right fit to be a teacher. I just don't know what I am going to do.