May 22, 2013
I am a very vain person. The Lord has been dealing with me about this recently and I have been acting all self righteous about it. I have not been nearly thankful enough. I pray for forgiveness and ask Jesus to help me think less of myself and remember to keep my eyes on him.
May 22, 2013
I have been requesting prayer for my marriage for almost a year now..My name is Melissa Guenther..My husbands name is Armando Barrera-Nova..I have 2 children Anthony who is now 10, and Jasmine who is now 6 years old..My husband was removed from our home in the state of Wisconsin for child abuse..My children, and I were going to move to Minnesota; but that did not work out at all..;Instead we came to Tn where I have family...Things are not going so well here, and my family has changed so much..When my children and I came we stayed with an elderly couple that we have known for a while through my husband..;But we were put out of where we were staying..We had been there for a good long while they were old, and could not handle having children around all the time..With everything I was going through I lost my job at Macy's..I end up working for a staffing agency that sent me to a job that was so horrible..And the pay was small..Within 2 weeks I told the temp agency the problems I was having with that job in hopes they would resolve the issues like them not allowing me to go to the bathroom, and other things..And they automatically put me in another job 10 times worse, and paid even less..It was only 7.70 an hour their was just no way I could pay rent with that..After we got put out I had to find an apartment almost at the last minute..My church paid a month for us to stay in a hotel then we moved..My rent is $635...Then theirs electric, food, and phone.,etc..To make this short I am now without the other job..The first day I injured my back..So things have just been terrible for us..My husband is really not providing for us at all..Of coursezp he never has in the 8 years of our marriage..And blames me, and my son for what he has done wrong..I had my faults in the marriage; but I always asked for forgiveness..My husbands heart has become so cold, bitter, and hard..I have become so depressed..I have fallen into deep depression..I wished I had been more content in Wisconsin..I had jobs that paid $10 or more..I think on all the good memories my husband, and I shared together I can't get them out of my head..I want to keep hoping things will change..My husband and I always had so many problems in our marriage..But I kept hoping things would change..It seems to just have gotten worse..I don't want to give up..But I have called Legal Aid to file for a divorce..Its really not what I want..I have the interview the 28th of this month..Please pray for us..I cry almost every night; because I'm in so much pain, and don't sleep much..My husband is so cruel to me..Again his heart has grown even colder to the point I feel he may have moved on..I pray so much, and don't understand why these prayers are not being answered..I also need prayer for my depression, and a good paying job..I'm scared, and know I should trust in the Lord..But I have 2 little ones who need me..I just don't know what to do anymore..I wish a check by mail enough to secure us for a little while..I don't drink, smoke, party, etc..Yet I never really have money..My husband is like me we neither one smoke, use drugs or profane words, alcohol, etc..Not that it saves us; but sometimes those things are a big problem in a marriage..I'm also not a money spending person..It maybe that my husband does not have the Lord God in his heart..He believes he is saved; but I question it..I am not God though..I pray that whatever it may take to lead my husband to Salvation..Thank you for all your prayers and support..
May 22, 2013
My son Sam is 25 and an alcoholic -- and has been through numerous detox, inpatient, outpatient, residential, transitional, rehab, programs and facilities in the last year alone. . . . . and he relapses every time. Please help me pray for Sam's recovery. Thank you very much.
May 22, 2013
My Lord and Savior: Please carry me in Your arms through this troubled times. Help me to understand that only You have the answers to what my Path in Life is. I cannot do this alone. I am not strong enough to do this on my own and I need not only You but others to help me. I know that You have a Plan for me - for how I may use the Gifts you have given me to the greatest potential to serve You and others in need. I need You and the strength of prayer to help me and my family to get through these difficult times. Show me the way - let me be your vessel to help others. Take this anxiety and pain from me so that I can serve you, Lord, and in so doing help my family. I do not want to lose my job and let my family down but I fear that may happen. Help me to be a good mother through these difficult times, and give me the strength to do Your will. Let me feel Your arms carrying me and help me to give myself to Your will. Thank you for the bounty you have given me and help me to see Your way for me. Amen, Jesus Christ my savior.
May 22, 2013
Abba Father, Our Most High God, El Elyon. We come before Thee today, humbly in a prayer of faith, believing on Thy Word, and in Jesus' Mighty Name, empowered by the Holy Ghost. I plead the power of The Blood and the power of The Cross upon me in prayer. . We ask Thee Father for the full, complete and immediate restoration of my former RRD job, salary, title and position, this date. We ask that you rebuke the devourer, removing any and all demonic & satanic forces that are actively hampering this restoration. We ask Your blessings and Divine favor with my former employer and our client hosts. In faith, we believe we have already received an answer of this prayer, Father. We praise Thy Glorious Name, and give Thee great thanks, Abba Father. Amen and Amen. CNS
