May 03, 2016
Dear friends, I would like your prayers for a peaceful heart. I have had a hard life with many challenges but have always loved the Lord and took refuge in him. I have struggled over the last 15 years struggling to survive from constant financial loss, I work 3 jobs (15 hr days sometimes) but every time I seem to get a head something happens I can't control. I am so worn out and just want to give up the struggle. I am not looking for a glamorous life but would like to pay my bills. People (family) don't understand when I can't drive to events because I don't have gas money. My main job hasn't given much for raises in 10 yrs so life is starting to feel hopeless. Thank you for any encouragement. I don't want Satan to win this battle.
April 30, 2016
My best friend of 3 years has always been very abrupt and negative. I didn't mind it originally because I was so similar to her. Now however, the more I listen to life 102.5, and the more I expose myself to optimistic, encouraging people, the more I realize the negative effect my once best friend is having on my life. I have tried to help her become more positive, however she is suffering from chrones disease, chronic migraines, and other diseases I don't even know about. She's so young and has such a heavy burden on her shoulders that she's trying to deal with alone. I've tried to help as best I could and tried to get her to seek professional help, however she refuses. Our conversations have been fewer and fewer and are now almost nonexistent. I have stayed with her because I feel as though I can not abandon her in her time of need, and I am one of the only friends she has. I have tried so hard to help her, but I can not. I have realized this past week that she is forcing me not to do what I want and instead to do what she wants. I have not been experiencing the things a normal high schooler should. She has also restricted my conversation regarding my church, which is something very important to me, so when she asked I don't talk about, I was extremely saddened and taken back. She is Catholic and I am a Christian so don't know exactly why she doesn't want me to talk about it. She has also been very passive aggressive about my decision to go to prom, because she doesn't want to, and she's been making me feel very guilty about my decision. I have put up with her for a long time and am not sure how much longer I can do it. I don't know what to do because I feel as though I can't leave her, but I also can't stay friends with her. I have been praying about this for a while, however am not sure what God wants me to do. Any advice anyone has would be much appreciated. Thank you for praying for me and also please pray for my friend who is going through unimaginable pain every day.
April 22, 2016
My Heavenly Father , I come and ask you today in the mighty name of Jesus to release a financial breakthrough in my ministry and my life , you are the source of all goodness and all the blessings , so I come asking you not asking man , you know all my needs and know all my ambitions and dreams and you always want our success in all aspects of life , so bless me financially and facilitate my way in this aspect , make miraculous deeds in this area in my life , fill all my needs according your richness in glory , make a financial mobility into higher level in my life , support me always as you did since my childhood , recommend your angels to open all the doors of blessings in my life , give your angels charge over me and over my path to work in the area of finances in my life , because you are Jehovah Jireh you will do this , you will never deny your name , simply I ask you fullness of richness for the sake of your covenant with Abraham and with your only beloved son Jesu s Christ . Amen
April 20, 2016
I'm laying here. I can't sleep. My life sucks so bad. This isn't where I wanted to be at 34. I must of done something pretty bad in a past life for mine to end up like this. The only joy I get is when I get to shop even if its penny items. I love my daughter but I'd love her better if I had a say so in having her. I sit here in the dark at think to myself why. Why me? What did I do to deserve this? I'm a good person. I don't break the law. I don't steal and do bad things. Why can't I catch a break? I'm so got sick of this life. Where is my break? Is this how life supposed to be? If so why would I want to live? I'm a firm believer in God and everything happens for a reason but this is too much. I'm sick of carrying around this burden. When do I get to live? I'm sick of hearing give time or its gonna be ok. Its been 14yrs ... Nothing is going to work out or be ok. I'm sick of scraping by month to month. I'm tired of being nice and optimistic. I want to live. But what I'm living is not a life. I'm tired so tired. What about me? Everything I do is always for someone else. Maybe its my kids or me helping someone. I didn't myself and get myself pregnant yet everyday I must face a life in this prison called home. I'm constantly screaming to get out but no one hears me. God I beg you please, please help me or bring me home. Im so tired of doing whats right and having to be the underdog. Im tired of noodles. I want eat regular food like everyone else. I want to be able to afford dental insurance. I want to take my kids places. I want a normal life. Im drowning inside myself and I dont know what to do. God help me.