September 22, 2014
I am pretty sure I have been depressed on and off my whole entire life. I still suffer from, what I am guessing is, Post dramatic stress ( Very rough child hood growing up.) I shut down, take offensive, over think everything, feel very bad about myself, unmotivated, unorganized at times. Basically, I have more bad days then GOOD. My mindset effects everyone. I am like a wild wolf running around in my mind at times. I just want to be stable. I had counceling before, I do not know if I can fit that in my work life. What do I do? Please pray that GOD would heal me, I just can't keep living this way anymore. I do not have hobbies, I really worry to much about what others think of me, or I always assume I am in big trouble when I make a mistake. I am to hard on myself. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!
September 20, 2014
I have always had organizational issues. I get stuck when I have stuff to do,I just got my own apartment, and still have boxes here that I need to sort thru and my apartment isn't that big either. I get overwhelmed easily. I need it to be for when my son can come visit. So it's appropriate for when I get visitation rights. He has been with my dad since my mom passed away in June. It's been a challenging few month's. I plan to get a bigger place for my son and I in a year. Please pray for that to go well and the enemy cannot keep me and my son apart anymore. for healing in my life,mentally and physically please. Thank you.
September 20, 2014
Please pray for my sister who does not have a relationship with our family and all but two of her old friends. She got married a few years ago, and he and his family have convinced her that we don't love her, that she was abused (she wasn't), & we 'claim to love God' but we worship the devil...? They live on the opposite coast from us and have threatened if we try to see her, they will have us arrested. She has always been very close to our family, but now refuses to speak to any of us because we don't like her husband now. My parents and grandmother are having a terrible, terrible time with it all and miss her so much. They want her back, but don't know what to do. I, as her sister, love her and want her back, but I'm more angry that she has done all of this and put our family through this than anything else. Please pray that God steps in and takes care of this situation. They have her where we can't get to her, but God can. She isn't in a mentally safe or healthy situation, and God is truly the only one who can help her. Please ask Him that if any of us as individuals need to do something that He gives us the strength to do so. Please pray that my family stays strong and that God puts peace on all of their hearts. Please pray that God brings her home.
September 18, 2014
I have had a long financial struggle raising my children. God has always provided. I understand the principles in saving but my car breaks down or something happens. I try to live frugally. I am currently working two jobs and more things keep coming up , my rent is going up again. I believe God has a plan but Im ready to break mentally and physically. Please pray that God shows me his plan. I am so worn out. One of my now adult children has become temporally disabled and I am left taking care of him and the cost of his care. God has given me many miracles and I need one. Thank you.
September 17, 2014
I have recently left an abusive relationship that lasted 4 years. My boyfriend has always been controlling and jealous and emotionally abusive, but things got worse when his 8 year old son died a year and a half ago (so he needs prayers too!) Our relationship has deteriorated steadily to the point where my son (who lives with us) spends most of his day hiding in his room with his head buried to not hear the fighting. He belittles me, accuses me of everything possible, demeans me, threatens me, lies to me, everything that can destroy a relationship. I have stuck with him for so long not only because I love him and believe that I made a commitment to him but because I was always scared to leave. When things got physically violent, I stayed at a shelter but he found me and I have always tried to protect the people that shelter me when I leave. I have gotten to the end of my line..... I cannot live like this anymore. I cannot go to church without accusations, work meetings are out of the question, going to the store without him is a big no-no. I don't eat or sleep well because my anxiety has increased to debilitating levels. I left him yesterday and am staying with my parents. My son is torn, he was just getting used to a new school (he's now in middle school), but knows the relationship is toxic for both of us. I need prayers to stay on the right path, to keep making decisions that are healthy for my son and for myself. Thank you.