November 24, 2014
I have found myself in a few dark places and I guess the Lord knew as my best friend called me to go to church. As I walked across the street I thought to myself, why am I even here? Am I going to be thankful for the fact that I have no money to pay my rent, no income, no unemployment, I have no money for gas for my truck? Thankful for the chick who hit my car and has not paid to fix it, thankful for the fact that I have zero funds to cover any of my bills? Thankful for my husbands infidelity that is causing so much stress in our marriage, thankful for clients that DONT pay? As I sat down and listened to the sermon it was about Thanks/giving and how we should give thanks and give to those in need and all I could think was I am one of those people, my family is on the brink of destruction, i am one phone call away from eviction and I am still praying and trying to keep my husband from going off the deep end, sheltering our child from our ever growing complicated lives and I need to know where God is in all of this. Lord I NEED HELP!! I was told that no adultery goes unpunished, but Lord why why why?? With all that we have gone through and experienced why Lord do we have to keep getting knocked down I am drowning! The infidelity is eating at me, the possible pregnancy is eating at me, my miscarriage is eating at me, my lack of income, job prospects or clients is eating at me. I am trying Lord. I am asking for your grace, your movement in my situation. Make ways Lord, move the mountains, protect my marriage and family, help us to hear you and walk along the path you have for us, bless us with abundance, open doors for us Lord and seal the doors that should have never been open. Be with my husband Lord, heal and help him. Please break the generational curse that is upon him, fee him Lord. Help us to love one another how you intend for a husband and wife too. I pray and believe that no weapons made against us will prosper, but Lord that is all that has been happening. Guide him along the path that you have for him. Help him with his addictions and his anger. Lord he needs you. We need you Lord, we are in a very desperate situation and we are drowning. In Jesus' Name I Pray.
November 24, 2014
My car as of this morning has come to its end. I have had this car 16yrs and it has been a wonderful car. This has come at a bad time for us due to my husband just started a new job and I need a car to get back and forth to my job and we are unable to afford a car payment at this time. My prayer request is that God has plans for us regarding another car.
November 23, 2014
Please pray that God will soften my husband's heart. He moved out with no explanation about 2 weeks ago. My heart is literally broken, I'm feeling deep pains in my chest. He is not picking up my calls or replying to messages. I don't even know what I've done wrong. I desperately need my husband to come back home and pray that GOD will touch his heart to give our marriage another chance. I truly do love him and would love for a second chance. I know it's his older sister Patricia who has been polluting his mind because I couldn't afford to let her stay in our home. I appreciate every prayer. Thank you and God bless.
November 23, 2014
Dear Heavenly Father, I need your strength to carry me during this difficult time in my life. My husband gave me divorce papers and I'm finding about things that he's done with another woman and this has been going since July. I'm asking for you to help me heal, and help protect my 13 month old daughter Lord. I'm also asking that you can talk to my husband so that he starts believing in You again as Satans hold on him is very strong. Thank you for listening to my prayers. In Jesus' name, amen.
November 20, 2014
It seems like no matter what we do we are always falling behind in life. We have OK jobs to get by. I work two jobs and I'm a full time student. We have two beautiful girls that we will do anything for. We live in a two bedroom apartment. We are doing everything we can just to get by. I'm grateful that my daughters are healthy, I'm grateful that we have this little two bedroom apartment that keeps us from the cold. I'm thankful that we have jobs which helps puts food on the table and pay bills. But it seems like we never are swimming above water, always drowning no matter what we do. I have been applying to get a better paying job, no answer. Such a disappointment. I'm a hard work, I truly do my best when I'm at work. I have been at my current job for the past 7 years, last time I called in sick was a couple of years ago, and it was because my daughter was sick. I wish they really see who I am. All the jobs that I have applied for are jobs I know I can do. It just feels like one disappointment after another, when will we see the light at the end of our tunnel? I keep telling myself, it's not the right job for me, GOD has something else plans. But nothing else comes up. I just need a better paying job to help us get by and not work two jobs. Please help me, help my family. I just applied for two new jobs, please pray I get one of them. Thank you GOD and prayer works for listening. AMEN.