October 13, 2016
My mother inlaw passed last week. She had been battling breast cancer since October 2012. A week and 1/2 ago we found out she became gravely ill which we thought was a reaction to another chemo she was on. It turns out the cancer metastasized to her liver & she passed in about 4 days. Thankfully we were able to get there to say our good byes and we were able to put her in Hospice so she can pass in a better place then a hospital. I know she is with the Lord and looking down on us but the pain is so deep. I loved her so much. She was like a mom to me. My husband is handling the loss but I am having a rough time. I find my self almost paralyzed with grief. Unable to move or to work. I have to force myself to get up every day and perform my duties as a mom, wife, at my work. I walk around in a daze, just heart broken. Please pray that I can come to grips with the loss and comfort.
October 12, 2016
My mother was accepting it was her time to go and said she wanted to go home. Her heart and kidneys are failing and she was falling fast yesterday and last night. We had a miracle happen this morning and total 360. She totally was alert, started eating, taking meds, vitals were great, BS great, everything looked great and said god told her it wasn't her time. Something happened this afternoon and she is now unresponsive. Please pray for another miracle, healing and waking. She was ready yesterday to go and told us so, but she heard God tell her today not now, that she has more work to do. Please pray for another miracle to happen. I know another miracle can happen, she has more to do here.