December 12, 2013
I've been struggling for about 2 months over a relationship that ended after 8.5 years. I was never married to him, but loved him with all my heart and was totally blindsided by the breakup. He had been talking to someone else and has feelings for another person and was hiding from me for almost our entire relationship and he finally couldn't do it anymore. I had no idea he was talking to someone else or that he had feelings for someone else and I have been really struggling with this since it happened. I feel like such a worthless person that he would leave me to be with the other girl (she's cheated on boyfriends in the past) when I feel like I treated him amazing, loved him with my entire heart and thought I'd be spending the rest of my life with him. I'm asking for prayers for my broken heart, for myself to start feeling like I have value (because right now, I feel like I don't matter to anyone), for me to just have faith and trust in the Lord, because I KNOW everything happens for a reason and I know he has a plan for me, and to get through these holidays. I've spent the last 8.5 years with him and spent every day loving him and fully intended to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm just struggling with my life right now and could really use prayers to get me through this. Thank You, Everyone!
December 12, 2013
My boyfriend of 10 years has reoccurring liver cancer. On Monday the doctor canceled his comfort-chemo procedure because he is not strong or healthy enough to tolerate another one. We have been told he has 6 months or less. He has been so sick for so long. Please pray for God to continue to show his presence, while my boyfriend struggles with his fear and uncertainty, and that he will accept Christ as his Savior before he passes. Thank you.