April 27, 2016
Lord, what I wouldn't give to go back in time and fight properly for my marriage. To respect and cherish the man that you put in my life as my husband. Knowing what I know now the many things that I would do differently and the doors that were opened would have been sealed. Lord the devil knocked on our door and we/I let him right in and allowed him to rot our union, our friendship,our bond, our family, even our relationship with you. Lord I am asking for a do-over. I am praying and pleading desperately for my marriage, my husband, my family. We cannot take back the lies, the damage, the words, action and inaction but we can take steps into the light. Lord, i am asking that you move our mountains. That you quiet the lions around my husband and help him to hear your voice again, help him to know and seek you out. Bind the unholy soul ties that he has too Claudia and seal that door to never be reopened. Bind the spirits of anger, divorce, adultery, frustration and addiction, replace them with forgiveness, humility, contrition, marital devotion, honesty and faith. Renew what has been damaged Lord and give us an opportunity to enjoy the life that we had hoped for many years ago when we were young, full of hope and had so much faith in one another. Shield us from the continued role this woman wants to play in our marriage, remove her and her ill intentions, plans and deceitful ways that he is blind to. Bless us with financial abundance so that we can make better living decisions and progress with in our lives and so that my husband is not enticed but her possibilities or suggestions. Lord we cannot do this with you and some divine intervention, we still deeply love one another, but Lord its not enough we need help and that help is you. I am asking for your promise to be held that what You have out together, let no man separate. Please move in this situation. Bless our children, help us to be better parents and better spouses for them. Lord I pray all of this in your holy name, may it be in according to your will. Amen
April 25, 2016
Thank you for reading my request. I have been suffering for a long time with trauma and grief. I started with a new therapist, that is wonderful and god has provided. I am asking for prayers that I will heal, will get my health better, my finances better, will be open to a healthy relationship. I want to heal and stay on track with my change. I know I have a lot of work to do but I am ready and all prayers welcome. Thank you
April 24, 2016
I need to make changes to a healthier lifestyle, so I can better use the gifts I have been blessed with. I need to live by faith, not fear, and to stop smothering my fears and emotions with food. Dear Lord, please guide my steps and guard my words. In Jesus name, amen
April 20, 2016
I'm laying here. I can't sleep. My life sucks so bad. This isn't where I wanted to be at 34. I must of done something pretty bad in a past life for mine to end up like this. The only joy I get is when I get to shop even if its penny items. I love my daughter but I'd love her better if I had a say so in having her. I sit here in the dark at think to myself why. Why me? What did I do to deserve this? I'm a good person. I don't break the law. I don't steal and do bad things. Why can't I catch a break? I'm so got sick of this life. Where is my break? Is this how life supposed to be? If so why would I want to live? I'm a firm believer in God and everything happens for a reason but this is too much. I'm sick of carrying around this burden. When do I get to live? I'm sick of hearing give time or its gonna be ok. Its been 14yrs ... Nothing is going to work out or be ok. I'm sick of scraping by month to month. I'm tired of being nice and optimistic. I want to live. But what I'm living is not a life. I'm tired so tired. What about me? Everything I do is always for someone else. Maybe its my kids or me helping someone. I didn't myself and get myself pregnant yet everyday I must face a life in this prison called home. I'm constantly screaming to get out but no one hears me. God I beg you please, please help me or bring me home. Im so tired of doing whats right and having to be the underdog. Im tired of noodles. I want eat regular food like everyone else. I want to be able to afford dental insurance. I want to take my kids places. I want a normal life. Im drowning inside myself and I dont know what to do. God help me.
April 14, 2016
My husband and I moved to the Madison area 2 years ago. At that time I made a career change as I wanted to do something that ministered more to people. I got certified as a CNA and currently am working for an agency that assists seniors in their homes. I just love my work but last year came down with some sort of virus that left me with what the doctors are calling "post viral myalgia". So, anytime I exert myself physically, I end up really sore. This has made it really difficult to continue in my current job and I have only been able to work 20 hours a week due to the pain. I would be so grateful for any and all prayers that the Lord would help me get better so I can go back to helping the elderly, or that He would help me to find a new opportunity helping people that isn't quite so physical. Thank you so very much and God bless!