September 20, 2016
I am severely depressed. I am in my mid 30s. I do not speak to my parents, and I have not seen then in 22 months. I regret obtaining my master's degree, b/c I do not like my job in healthcare. I have no time away from the burdens and stresses of work. I cry when I am not at work, b/c I am always alone. I don't eat well, exercise...I ask God for help daily. I wake up and ask Him why I am here. I haven't heard a reply...I am not sure I can go on much longer, as there is no reason for my existence outside of suffering so far....no spouse, no good career, no children. I need God to speak to me or show me what to do.