September 13, 2014
Please pray that my x who was abusive towards me and my oldest son is convicted of his sin. He now has a live in GF, ?finance and the devil is now working through her and him to continue abuse. We have children together so I cannot cut him completely off. He's extremely manipulative. Please pray for this union to be broken off. He has manipulated her to believe he's the victim only by what he has told her not by what the truth is. I don't need two bullies one is enough on my plate. I need some strong prayer warriors to break this one off in the name of Jesus. Thank you! My son and I both have diagnosed PTSD from the abuse. I'm healing and so is he.
September 06, 2014
Lord I thank you and pray for your continued work in my marriage and in my life. We still have hurdles and bumps to overcome, but I thank you for showing us grace and mercy. Lord, I apologize for the moments where my faith seems weak and for the times that I falter. Lord please continue to bless my marriage, our daughter, my womb. Be the sweet voice that my husbands hears and be his guide. Lord renew the respect that he had for our marriage and our vows. Lord move the mountain that stands before us with his mistress. Close the door, never to be reopened bless us Lord with a miracle in this situation and let us be free of her. Please Lord look upon us with mercy, bless our finances which are SHOT, bless our union, bless our movements. Be with us Lord, protect our union, finances and family. I pray Lord that you move our mountains, you make ways and that we are covered in your grace. In Jesus Name I Pray. (and thank you for all the people who have been kind enough to pray for me and my family. bless them and theirs- Amen)
September 04, 2014
Please continue to pray that my ex-husband will come back to me. I know that God is in control and his timing is always best. I feel like I have a hugh hole where my soul used to be. He is a pastor and we both made mistakes, I have owned up to mine but he found a way to run away from things all his life. This time he ran to another woman and has committed emotional infidenty. He has said he never wants me in his life again and he cares deeply for t5his other woman. I need your prayers-it hurts so bad.
August 31, 2014
I am a 17 yr old girl and I have struggled with overeating my entire life. I have always been heavy, and though I never let it show, it has always bothered me. When I was 13 I was a t summer camp and we were doing an activity that required running, I could hardly breathe. The girl next to me innocently said "You don't run much do you?" I was so offended and ashamed. I was 180lbs and 5'8" at the time. I then made the decision to lose weight. I began very healthily, watching portions and walking the dog 30mins a day, and was able to lose 10lbs(my goal was 20lbs). Then when I turned 15 my family found out my dad, who just had turned 50, had stage 2 pancreatic cancer. I remember feeling nothing. I have always loved my dad, he was great, but he struggled with his faith his whole life, and I never had a very close relationship with him. The next 6 months I started walking the dog more often in order to get away from the house, there was a lot of tension in the house. My mom is a nurse and disagreed with some of the treatments that were happening and my dad was in denial. He was also doing at home hospice and I didn't like being there. Anyway, I started to refocus on losing weight, mainly as a distraction, but also to be as healthy as possible with cancer now in my medical history. My dad was diagnosed in March 2013 and died on Oct. 21, 2013. It hurt, but I wasn't immobilized like in the movies, life went on and I felt so bad about that. I had lost another 10 lbs over the summer/fall and continued to try to lose weight, even though I had reached my goal. I felt better then ever physically, but I didn't look the way I wanted yet. In December(156lbs 5'9") I was diagnosed with Diabetes Insipidus. It's a chronic illness that has to do with the way your body holds onto fluid. Then I graduated high school a year early in late-March and we moved in mid-April. Stress started piling up and I started controlling the one thing I could, my weight. I lost a total of 58lbs and was down to 122lbs 5'9 3/4" at my lowest in June 2014, when my mom caught wind of what was happening. I saw a counselor for a while and started healthily gaining a little weight back, but then unhealthily. I started binge eating basically everyday in July and continue even now. I have gained a lot of weight back now, though I haven't been allowed to weight myself so I don't know how much. I feel so lost and hopeless, this entire thing has made me feel alone and numb to God's voice. I know all the answers and everything that you learn in church, and I know what I'm supposed to say, but I can't feel God anymore. I don't know how to reconnect and I don't know how to stop binge eating. I just don't even know if I care anymore. Please pray for my health, head, and heart. And most importantly that I could surrender myself fully back to God and regain the purpose and fulfillment in my life. Thank You.