February 23, 2015
I have been praying day and night for God to restore my marriage, but I'm growing weary and I'm starting to lose hope. We've been separated since I committed a sin 5 months ago that I did not think I was capable of that caused my wife and my teenage stepdaughter a lot of emotional pain. I had always been a man of integrity, so this sin threw my wife for a loop. She no longer trusts me. I repented and have been getting help through Christian counseling and Celebrate Recovery, and I desperately want God to change me. We have a 2-year-old son, and I haven't even seen a picture of in 4 months. My wife and I currently live 500 miles apart, and our communication is becoming less frequent. She seldom responds to my emails or facebook posts any more. Every time we talk, I feel like divorce is becoming more imminent. She says she has forgiven me as is not mad at me, but she can't see us having a future together. There are a lot of practical reasons why she doesn't see us having a future together in addition to her lack of trust. I am madly in love with my wife, and I miss my son. I believe it is God's will for our marriage to be restored, and I know He can restore our marriage and family if my wife would only have a change of heart. At this point I believe it would take a miracle. Please pray for God to shied my wife from the influence of the enemy and give her the desire to seek reconciliation and restoration of our marriage and family. Please also pray for restoration of my relationship with my stepdaughters.