April 30, 2016
I have a rare "Adult On-set Involuntary Movement Disorder"; and it began back in 2006, "out of the blue". However, my doctors more or less concluded that it most likely came upon me due to rare side effects from the 3 different medications that I was prescribed to take by a former doctor (only former because I moved out of that area). Anyhow, 3 years ago, shortly before my dear Mom passed away; I sprained my right ankle badly. Well, several weeks later, during my Physical Therapy Evaluation, the poor Therapist could barely complete an examination on it; because my ankle was moving around so much. And, stress has been proven to cause involuntary movement disorders to become worse. :( Well, my doctors finally realized that they do not know how to help lessen the pain that comes with an "involuntary movement disorder". So, praise the Lord, I finally have been allowed to get an appointment with a Movement Disorders Specialty doctor ! However, that is still more than a month away. And, strangely enough, this ankle "spins" involuntarily; and this causes tendinitis, which is very painful. And, it is also a "chronic disorder"; meaning that it does not stop; nor am I able to stop these odd involuntary movements from occurring on my own. Surroundingthe ankle/foot with ice packs helps lessen the pain somewhat; but not enough . . . I would appreciatehaving some prayers . . . Thank you !
April 27, 2016
Lord, what I wouldn't give to go back in time and fight properly for my marriage. To respect and cherish the man that you put in my life as my husband. Knowing what I know now the many things that I would do differently and the doors that were opened would have been sealed. Lord the devil knocked on our door and we/I let him right in and allowed him to rot our union, our friendship,our bond, our family, even our relationship with you. Lord I am asking for a do-over. I am praying and pleading desperately for my marriage, my husband, my family. We cannot take back the lies, the damage, the words, action and inaction but we can take steps into the light. Lord, i am asking that you move our mountains. That you quiet the lions around my husband and help him to hear your voice again, help him to know and seek you out. Bind the unholy soul ties that he has too Claudia and seal that door to never be reopened. Bind the spirits of anger, divorce, adultery, frustration and addiction, replace them with forgiveness, humility, contrition, marital devotion, honesty and faith. Renew what has been damaged Lord and give us an opportunity to enjoy the life that we had hoped for many years ago when we were young, full of hope and had so much faith in one another. Shield us from the continued role this woman wants to play in our marriage, remove her and her ill intentions, plans and deceitful ways that he is blind to. Bless us with financial abundance so that we can make better living decisions and progress with in our lives and so that my husband is not enticed but her possibilities or suggestions. Lord we cannot do this with you and some divine intervention, we still deeply love one another, but Lord its not enough we need help and that help is you. I am asking for your promise to be held that what You have out together, let no man separate. Please move in this situation. Bless our children, help us to be better parents and better spouses for them. Lord I pray all of this in your holy name, may it be in according to your will. Amen
April 21, 2016
Oh God hear my prayer I'm here at home and feel alone and need his support and loving tenderness to me. The electric bill is so high and the check was so small there's not enough to pay it. I'm so fearful of them shutting the electric off on me and the kids! Please watch over our home and keep our electric on! Keep you hand over us and my husband. Make it nothing but possible for him to be home this weekend to be with us. Thank you lord and we love you and bring my heart your peace! Amen