December 21, 2014
I know that God has a plan for me for good in my life and that he carries me in his arms when I am not strong enough to handle everything that life has handed me. I just need to keep believing in God and his good plan for me and I need to be patient and thankful for everything that he has given me and not focus on the what I have lost but sometimes, like around Christmas and New Years, I find it so hard to go on at times and I need the prayers and support of other believers to get me through this sad time. My husband died from cancer on January 2 2006 and then my twin sister died 2 years ago just after Thanksgiving. Lastly I have a true wholemate from my youth and I lost the support that I had from him 3 years ago because God took him on a different path and for now at least I don't have him to support me and help me get through the rough times. Please pray for me that I can wait patiently for God to lead me on the right path and that I can be happy with my life as it is because this is where God wants me to be. Give me the strength to be thankful and bless God that in His wisdom he guides and directs my life to bring glory and praise to God's name. Give me the strength I need to be thankful for the holidays and all the loving family and friends He has given me and not to just focus on those that I miss. Let me look forward to the New Year and all that God has in store for me in the future and know that it is all for my good. In Jesus name. Amen
December 19, 2014
I will be going into my 6th week of Chemotherapy on Tuesday. The plan is for me to receive a stem cell transplant after Chemo. Please pray that my body stays healthy enough to receive the transplant and that I go into remission. Thanks for all your continued prayers.