April 23, 2014
I posted a request the second week of April for prayer for going through a divorce and also a potential health issue..... I went in for my CT Scan and on the morning of Good Friday I was told I had Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia. This on top of my husband leaving & also going through a divorce after 31 years taking the only family I had with him..... Lord, Dear Lord... why is all this happening??? I don't think I can take anymore. Please, please keep praying..... Why do things seem to be getting worse?? I just don't understand any of this anymore. I am at the bottom of a very dark place. I know the only way now has got to be upward I hope, but it is getting very hard right now to keep my faith..... why do the good people have to suffer so much in situations like this?? If anyone could offer some kind words for me to help me get to a better place I would really appreciate it. Going through all of this alone without a family now is the worst. Dear Lord please help me...please lift me up & help me to turn my life around....I want to live and I want to make a better life for myself... thank you all once again for taking the time to read this and for all of your prayers over the past months...I cannot thank you enough,...hopefully someday soon I will see that light and things will begin to turn around & the prayers will start working to help me get through all of these trials..... in Jesus name I pray....Amen.
April 22, 2014
Dear Brothers and Sisters, I am asking for your prayer again. And thank you to those of you praying for my family. My husband and I will be filing bankruptcy in the upcoming weeks. After prayer and consideration, it seems it is our only viable option at this time. (We have been struggling financially for years and my husband's wages are being garnished, they have threatened to garnish mine as well.) We don't live frivolously, we just haven't ever made enough to save for emergencies. Anyway, we are emotionally drained and feeling terrible, of course. Would you just pray for us...please pray that we will be able to get into (and afford) a financial peace university class, and that God would give us a break for a few years. Thank you so much!
April 16, 2014
I feel like I've screwed up my life beyond repair. I am divorced and am having a difficult time. I want everyone around me to get along and be happy (including my ex). I will always care about him. I am so frustrated because he just won't allow God into his heart fully! I pray for him every day. I never wanted a broken family, but apparently I wasn't strong enough to keep it all together. And now I worry about if everyone (my family and he will get along when they see each other at kid functions, etc.). I feel responsible for the happiness of others. I can rationally say it's not my job, but that is how I feel. Please pray for me - I appreciate it more than you know.