December 08, 2013
This year my family is sending out Christmas cards to family, friends, pastors and teachers. Our cards give God all the gory and him only. Please pray that the people that receive my family's Christmas cards would see God shining through our eyes and feel God's presence all around them. That everyone would be touched by my family's cards. Merry Christmas!
December 03, 2013
God Bless all of you who have been praying for me and my marriage... please continue..as I still need them so very much.. My husband walked out on our marriage after 31 years together. And along with him went his entire family who were the only family I had in this world. Now I am totally alone after 31 years. It is like everyone died. Thanksgiving was unbearable as I always had a house full of people and this year the house was silent and so very lonely. Lord, I don't understand any of this... please, please help me! The lonliness is unbearable at times. I will continue to keep putting one foot in front of the other each and every day when I wake up but would appreciate any and all prayers anyone can offer. Please Lord help me to get through this whatever Your Will may be...and also please help my husband...as he needs You too ... he needs to know that what he is doing is wrong.. Thank you so very much for taking the time to read this.. and I thank you so very much for all your prayers....thank you, thank you, thank you.
November 28, 2013
My husband, Larry, has dementia. He has been in a nursing home for several months now. My church, combined with several other churches, are all praying for a complete healing of both mind and body for Larry this Sunday. Join us in helping him get home to his family. What a testimony this would make, not just for our family, but everyone who witnesses this awesome miracle. God is in the miracle business! Thanks for your prayers!!
November 27, 2013
I will be spending a total of about 6 hours with my dtr over Thanksgiving and Christmas combined. It is so hard to be alone when everyone else is celebrating with family. Life doesn't seem fair sometimes and maybe I am feeling a little sorry for myself but since my son was killed life as I knew it died. Then a few years later I got divorced and have pretty much been alone since then. I feel like I will always be alone. I know God never leaves my side but I could really use a hug from someome here. I don't feel like I am important....at least to anyone here in this world. I think I am a good person... I try to be! .I treat others better than I treat myself even. I "do" all of things that I think God wants me to do...I am a very loving sensitive person. I care so much about others safety and happiness. Do I even deserve to be loved? I am not sure of anything right now. I am beginning to think that there are people who are meant to be alone and not fullfilled. I think I am one of them. My emotional life is so hard. I just go through the motions every day. same old same old. I want to believe that there is more to life than what I am living right now but am losing faith that I even belong here. My faith is strong but I see myself slipping away from God. I don't pick up my bible anymore, I don't pray like I used to. Everyone tells me to volunteer on Christmas but that won't take everything else away from my heart. I will still be alone in my heart. I don't mean to be a debbie downer, I am just in a very hard place right now. I don't even know what I need prayers for but if you would like to pray for me I would much appreciate it. I wish all of you a very happy thanksgiving and a glorious Christmas. Thank you