September 21, 2016
I feel like I'm drowning. I'm in a Finacial rut and drowning with bills. I'm stressed about school. Plus my daughter is having meltdowns and nightmares plus severe anxiety at 4. Doesn't help that Ivbeen single for four years since my ex husband cheated on me. And seems like any other guy I have meet and attempted to date did the same and cheated. I see everyone getting married and having babies. I just feel like I can't get out of this rut. I've tried praying and devotional. I feel like I'm loosing sigh when I know that's the last thing I should do.
September 13, 2016
Am getting the much OT needed for bills. PRAISE THE LORD FOR YHAT!!But seems like the more I make the fater it goes??Jut got paid on Friday. one ofmy best checks ever, and must checked my balance, and most of it already gone??Just barely enough in there to cover the mortgage check???doesnt make sense!!!Will barely have enough t get us thru next week!!!I am at a loss. how it goes soooo fst!!Am reaLally concerned now----