November 26, 2014
please pray for my girlfriend Stephanie and I that God would bring us closer, we have come together from difficult backgrounds. Please pray for God to speak to Stephanie and I to be the couple that pleases him. I want to marry Stephanie. Im trying to love her like Christ loves the church like Eph 5:32. please pray for her heart. We are getting stronger, loving more, but we are being attacked spiritually, mentally from our past, past Xs please pray for us.
November 24, 2014
I have found myself in a few dark places and I guess the Lord knew as my best friend called me to go to church. As I walked across the street I thought to myself, why am I even here? Am I going to be thankful for the fact that I have no money to pay my rent, no income, no unemployment, I have no money for gas for my truck? Thankful for the chick who hit my car and has not paid to fix it, thankful for the fact that I have zero funds to cover any of my bills? Thankful for my husbands infidelity that is causing so much stress in our marriage, thankful for clients that DONT pay? As I sat down and listened to the sermon it was about Thanks/giving and how we should give thanks and give to those in need and all I could think was I am one of those people, my family is on the brink of destruction, i am one phone call away from eviction and I am still praying and trying to keep my husband from going off the deep end, sheltering our child from our ever growing complicated lives and I need to know where God is in all of this. Lord I NEED HELP!! I was told that no adultery goes unpunished, but Lord why why why?? With all that we have gone through and experienced why Lord do we have to keep getting knocked down I am drowning! The infidelity is eating at me, the possible pregnancy is eating at me, my miscarriage is eating at me, my lack of income, job prospects or clients is eating at me. I am trying Lord. I am asking for your grace, your movement in my situation. Make ways Lord, move the mountains, protect my marriage and family, help us to hear you and walk along the path you have for us, bless us with abundance, open doors for us Lord and seal the doors that should have never been open. Be with my husband Lord, heal and help him. Please break the generational curse that is upon him, fee him Lord. Help us to love one another how you intend for a husband and wife too. I pray and believe that no weapons made against us will prosper, but Lord that is all that has been happening. Guide him along the path that you have for him. Help him with his addictions and his anger. Lord he needs you. We need you Lord, we are in a very desperate situation and we are drowning. In Jesus' Name I Pray.
November 16, 2014
My church strongly believes in praying over others. Which is a great thing. I love praying. But I feel very, very uncomfortable when I do this in front of others. Every one sounds so wonderful, so loving - the words just seem to flow effortlessly from their lips. Not me - I freeze up - my mind goes blank - I stumble and trip over my words. It is getting to the point that I avoid situations such a bible studies where praying over others is common. This has been going on for a long time. I feel so ineffective.
November 15, 2014
Deae Heavenly Father, please talk to my husband and work on softening his heart and opening it up to reconcile. He has a lot of anger that he needs help getting rid of and I just pray that you can help him with this. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.