February 23, 2015
I have been praying day and night for God to restore my marriage, but I'm growing weary and I'm starting to lose hope. We've been separated since I committed a sin 5 months ago that I did not think I was capable of that caused my wife and my teenage stepdaughter a lot of emotional pain. I had always been a man of integrity, so this sin threw my wife for a loop. She no longer trusts me. I repented and have been getting help through Christian counseling and Celebrate Recovery, and I desperately want God to change me. We have a 2-year-old son, and I haven't even seen a picture of in 4 months. My wife and I currently live 500 miles apart, and our communication is becoming less frequent. She seldom responds to my emails or facebook posts any more. Every time we talk, I feel like divorce is becoming more imminent. She says she has forgiven me as is not mad at me, but she can't see us having a future together. There are a lot of practical reasons why she doesn't see us having a future together in addition to her lack of trust. I am madly in love with my wife, and I miss my son. I believe it is God's will for our marriage to be restored, and I know He can restore our marriage and family if my wife would only have a change of heart. At this point I believe it would take a miracle. Please pray for God to shied my wife from the influence of the enemy and give her the desire to seek reconciliation and restoration of our marriage and family. Please also pray for restoration of my relationship with my stepdaughters.
February 21, 2015
Please pray for affordable but nice housing for me and my 3 children in the northern metro area. We just moved here from Wisconsin and we have been living with my sister and her family while I secured a job. I have a job but am having trouble finding a nice house I can afford.
February 16, 2015
Please pray for a friend who is having surgery to remove kidney stones tomorrow. Please pray for salvation as well. thanks saints
February 14, 2015
Dear Lord, I pray you bring my husband to complete sorrow and repentance for what he has done to break the bond of our marriage. I pray that God hold him responsible for his sins and make him fully aware without my having to talk to him about this. I pray that I be able to forgive and hold on to my marriage if that is the will of God. I pray for healing, love, commitment, and intimacy between my husband and I. I pray that any unhealthy relationship in my husbands' life come to an abrupt end. I pray for salvation for my husband and a relationship with God and Godly healthy friends for both of us. I claim this and everything that God plans to do in my marriage that I am not able to express. He knows what it will take to heal and fix far above anything I can see or imagine. in Jesus, Name. Amen.
February 12, 2015
Update to the update: since moving in with his girlfriend he has decided to begin the divorce process. I received my papers today... the day before my birthday. Happy birthday to me. :'( I don't know how much more hurt I can take. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Update: My husband texted me to inform me that he and his girlfriend were going to be moving in together. She is married as well. I'm losing hope if I'm honest. And want to move on. We both need prayer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My husband and I have been through several separations due to his infidelity, and truly I thought the last time he left that we were done. I don't feel like I am allowed to let go of him yet though. He and his girlfriend are having issues and occasionally he talks to me about it (I am truly the only friend he has) and he knows that he needs to be done with this relationship, but he is extremely weak. He used to be a deacon and youth worker and we served God side by side. I miss that so much. I miss him. Sometimes. Other times I wonder if I really want to deal with his porn problem, rebuilding trust, and healing from the emotional abuse of the past two years. He needs his heart of stone to be made into a hear t of flesh, and I need God to help me know exactly what he wants me to do. If I go by the example of the prodigal son, I know exactly what I am to do... I guess my flesh is just fighting the inevitable pain that comes with hope and prayer for my husband and I to reunite.