April 29, 2016
I've been a pagan for 30+ years. Even though I've only listened to Life 102.5 (for 10 years now) and read the Bible and other Christian books I still have not managed to find my belief in Jesus. I want nothing more in this world then to become a Christian who loves God with all my heart, soul and spirit. My heart is hardened and my mind is closed. Plus I'm a control freak who doesn't like the idea of submitting my will to God. Please pray that God will get through my barriers and allow me to believe in Him, love Him, live for Him and become a Christian. And lead me to a church that I can belong to. :-) Thank you so much.
April 28, 2016
Please pray for my mother, who is in the hospital now due to severe back pains. The doctor suggested that there might be compression fracture but an MRI is needed to confirm the diagnosis. I hope it is nothing serious and she recovers soon.
April 21, 2016
Oh God hear my prayer I'm here at home and feel alone and need his support and loving tenderness to me. The electric bill is so high and the check was so small there's not enough to pay it. I'm so fearful of them shutting the electric off on me and the kids! Please watch over our home and keep our electric on! Keep you hand over us and my husband. Make it nothing but possible for him to be home this weekend to be with us. Thank you lord and we love you and bring my heart your peace! Amen
April 20, 2016
I'm laying here. I can't sleep. My life sucks so bad. This isn't where I wanted to be at 34. I must of done something pretty bad in a past life for mine to end up like this. The only joy I get is when I get to shop even if its penny items. I love my daughter but I'd love her better if I had a say so in having her. I sit here in the dark at think to myself why. Why me? What did I do to deserve this? I'm a good person. I don't break the law. I don't steal and do bad things. Why can't I catch a break? I'm so got sick of this life. Where is my break? Is this how life supposed to be? If so why would I want to live? I'm a firm believer in God and everything happens for a reason but this is too much. I'm sick of carrying around this burden. When do I get to live? I'm sick of hearing give time or its gonna be ok. Its been 14yrs ... Nothing is going to work out or be ok. I'm sick of scraping by month to month. I'm tired of being nice and optimistic. I want to live. But what I'm living is not a life. I'm tired so tired. What about me? Everything I do is always for someone else. Maybe its my kids or me helping someone. I didn't myself and get myself pregnant yet everyday I must face a life in this prison called home. I'm constantly screaming to get out but no one hears me. God I beg you please, please help me or bring me home. Im so tired of doing whats right and having to be the underdog. Im tired of noodles. I want eat regular food like everyone else. I want to be able to afford dental insurance. I want to take my kids places. I want a normal life. Im drowning inside myself and I dont know what to do. God help me.