November 25, 2015
i need happiness from God , i need a special touch from above to cast away depression and feeling of forsaken , i need God to touch me and make me happy and to have faithful friends believers, i am suffering from loneliness , i need friends and people in my life , i feel deep rejection and loneliness , i feel that i am in desert , i need a breath of life from God , i need his togetherness with me because i am alone .. in Jesus mighty name , i praise God for the touch he will do ,, Amen
November 23, 2015
Over the past 7 months I have gone through a lot of changes. I graduated from college, I have moved out on my own, have a full time job, and found the love of my life. To people who look at me first glance, I'm always smiling, always laughing, and loving life. Only my family and a handful of people know that those laughs and smiles only last for a certain amount of time though. Anxiety has really overtaken my happiness in life. It's a constant worry that snowballs into even more. Daily anxiety attacks where I find it hard to breathe, hard to focus, and constant tears. In the last month, I've had an overwhelming feeling to ask for help. So I took the leap of faith and talked to my mom about everything that was on my mind, and started seeing a therapist. I think it was God nudging me and telling me it's okay to ask for help. It's been difficult opening up to a stranger, but I think I'm finally getting the sense of relief I've been praying for. If you have any time, please pray for healing amongst me as well as the millions of others who suffer from anxiety. God bless.