July 25, 2016
A situation has come up that I don't know how to handle and it is family related. There were some issues at home that we are working at resolving with what we have. In addition I was unable to get my mom out to see them when they were at a local campground. The only thing is that it will cost us about $1500 to resolve properly. The hardest part is that my mom's family knows about it and now they want nothing to do with us. There are some additional issues. They were lied to about some things that they are taking their anger and frustrations out on us to the point where they want nothing to do with us. What could we have done that was so bad they want to do that? They reported the issues to APS and they are threating to have use kicked out of the house and having my parents put in a home. While my mom is wheel chair bound my dad and I perfectly capable of taking care of ourselves. Is that even a possibility? I hope and pray that it doesn't go that far but i am not so sure about anything anymore. We have tried to make things right by reaching out to them and trying to talk about things, but every attempt has been rejected. They are even keeping the inheritance that my mom is due from the passing of her mother a few months ag. We were supposed to go to upper Michigan for a celebration of life for my grandma but they basically said. "we don't want you there" for whatever reason. It is at the point where I cant handle things on my own. I want so badly to make things right with my mom's side of the family but I cant do it all on my own they have to meet me half way. Cause without family what else is there? At what point do I just say "you know what if that is the way you want then so be it" I just need guidance and wisdom from the most high on how to handle things. Cause I want to do it the right way and whatever I can to make it right cause the whole is hurting my mom that her family is rejecting her like this. And honestly it is hurting me to.
July 24, 2016
I'm a single mom of 2. My beautiful 18 year old daughter just left to go to college. She is only a couple hours away but I am really struggling with her being gone and not seeing her every day. We are very close and we still talk alot but I feel like I lost my best friend also. She's an amazing young woman and I am extremely proud of her but I also feel lost without her. My 11 year old son has been spending the summer with his dad because with my work hours, I have had a hard time finding a sitter for him. I miss them both so much. I feel extremely alone and depressed and find myself crying all the time. I have been trying to stay busy and find a hobby but I am really struggling with the loneliness. We originally moved here 3 years ago because I was seeing someone that I thought would be a good person for myself and my children but unfortunately, it didn't work out. He has a ton of issues of his own that he needs to work through so I am still single. I feel my purpose is to be a great mom to my children. I had hoped that God would send me a good christian man to be a good role model for my children so I am still waiting for that to happen but now with my daughter moving out and my son not here right now, I keep wondering what my purpose is. I am asking for prayer for my loneliness and for God to give me the clarity in my life so hopefully once again, I can feel like I'm going in the right direction and actually have a purpose.
July 22, 2016
I have been offered a new job with big pay raise. I am unsure if it is the right place for me, and am hoping my current company will negotiate a raise. Prayers that God will lead me to the right place and that he will continue to provide for me.
July 22, 2016
Right now me and my young daughter are displaced due to her father drinking and abusive and angry ways lost and in a very dark place dealing with a hurtful and abusive person lost walking blindly without sight down this dark valley my eyes fill with tears and I don't know where to turn my family has turned against me and I'm in desperate need of prayer right now when I don't know how to pray for myself. Thank you for your prayers.
July 21, 2016
After overcoming addiction and living in recovery for the past 3 years, I was diagnosed with breast cancer yesterday. I am so proud of my family for how strong they were for each other and myself. I can handle this and will be strong, but please pray for my family. I am so sad that they have worry and suffer more because of me. I just want to be a strong, healthy, loving mom and wife. This is so scary. Fighting addiction was so hard.Dear GOD please give me strength to fight this too.....for my husband and my 2 beautiful baby girls. GOD pleeeeeease hear my prayer. We need you. We need you right now!!!!!