December 08, 2013
I feel like I have lost all hope. I feel as if I am nothing. I was at a Christmas Brunch yesterday at church and and was told I am a gift from God. I wanted to believe it. I feel in my heart I am a good person and I love God. I want to do right by him. 2 husbands and many close friends have walked away from a relationship with me over the years without giving me any reason. I don't understand. I feel so alone. I feel so hopeless. I feel worthless. I pray daily that I will die. I pray for God to take me instead of someone who is wanted and needed in this world. I am hurting so terribly. I want it to end. It hurts me to think these thoughts are hurting God. I have not talked with anyone about these feelings. I just smile and pretend to be happy. It is now so tiring to keep up this charade. I need the pain to go away. I find myself unable to trust others. I am trying to trust God and cling to him.
December 06, 2013
Praying for complete restoration & have been for close to 7 years. Praying that husband and son & even myself to have an encounter with God. I am asking God to show me what he wants me to do. My husband is living in a house with a gay man, they go to gay clubs we have been married for over 35 years and everything was good until this man came into my husband's life. Our son is angry and mad at the world, our children don[t talk, my mother is angry at the world, nothing satisfies her. I feel all alone in the world, like no one even knows I'm alive until they need something or money. I desire to know if my husband is gay & if so why wait for 40 years to live that life. Help me, Lord I need you so much and your guidance. This time of year should be a very joyful time but right now I don't feel joyful, I know that is what Satan wants I need prayer to stand up and fight him
December 04, 2013
Thank you for reading my prayer request. I will be short on funds both this month and next month due to my job and not making my quota. I have applied for a small loan from my bank to help me through the next couple of months. My credit is not great. I am asking for prayer that the bank will approve my loan. Lot of stress on me right now. I thank you so much.
December 04, 2013
My family just recently moved into a home that stretch's our budget to the max and my husband and I just got new jobs but our finances are not good right now. God is working in our lives and our hearts I know but at times growth is painful and often scary. I ask that you pray that my family will find a way through this time of uncertainty and help us have the calm restored to our home again. I know that god has great things in store for us and that I need to be patient.
December 03, 2013
My parents have always been very good to me and raised me right. We moved out here from California and my Dad wanted to start his own driving school. He's trying everything he can but funds are not coming in. He is in danger of losing his business, and his home. We have always been a family of faith, however in this point my Dad is losing his faith as is my Mom. They need prayer now more than ever. Pray that God shows them what he wants them to do, and prayer that funds come in, in some way so they don't lose everything. Please pray, thank you!