November 24, 2013
I feel like I'm stuck. I have a very important decision to make - probably the hardest decision I have ever had to make in my life. I believe that God has asked me to pray for a miracle, and I really do need one. Either decision will be life changing for me. I'm scared of either path, but I am more afraid of choosing the wrong path. One of the paths could bring great heartache to both me and someone I love dearly. So if that's the path that God wants me to go down, he's going to need to change my heart. I want so much to please God, but I'm afraid I won't be able to obey him because it may mean sacrificing the one thing I want more than anything. Please pray that God would bring clarity to my situation, that he would grant me the miracle I'm asking for, and that after it has passed, this whole situation will bring him the glory he deserves. Please pray for the other person involved in this situation too. He is the love of my life, and the last thing I want is to hurt him. Please pray that no matter what happens, I will trust God to work this all out for good in the lives of everyone involved. Finally, please pray for the peace of God for me. This situation has been on hold for a LONG time, and I don't know how much longer I can hold up.