March 24, 2015
A couple weeks ago I was told by the doctor after some test that I have suspicious cancer of my thyroid. They told me I should have a total thyroid removal. Afterwards I would have to take a pill everyday and I would have to drink a radio active dye which I did not like the sound of. I would have to be rechecked every year to make sure the cancer doesn't come back. I am hoping to get a second opinion at the mayo clinic if my referral goes though with my insurance. I have done research on this and they say there are far to many removals of the thyroid glands that don't need to be. Please pray that my referral goes though so I can go to the mayo clinic and when I get tested there that they find out that everything checks out for the better. I am very scared but I am praying everyday for Jesus to help me keep my head up and stay positive.
March 19, 2015
I need much needed prayer. After 6 years of being symptom free from MS I had my first symptom this week. It looks like a bad head cold caused the flare up. I have not been on any medications because I am terrified of the side effect but it looks like I have to make a decision because having a flare up is really scaring me . I have spent the last few days crying non stop. I am so scared of the medications and the side effects. liver failure,low red blood count ,flu like symptoms ect. I don't know what to do. I am sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I need guidance I have talked to my Dr. and she suggest I see a counselor and says i have to be on something. I am lost. I mean really lost . I can't think straight. I look at my children and cry. I want to be there for them I do not want to have MS I want healing and I pray and pray and am still stuck with this. I don't know what to do. I can't even think straight while writing this. Please pray for me. Please pray that God gives me answers. I just don't know what to do! I really don't!
March 17, 2015
I just found out that I am pregnant, but I am not married. I am young and scared with what my family, church family, and friends will say. I have always been extremely ProLife, but now being in this situation myself, ashamedly, that option has crossed my mind. Please pray that the devil gets these thoughts out of my mind and that I listen to what Jesus is telling me to do in this situation. Please also pray for the relationship with my boyfriend. We have only been together a couple months and I am scared I will be "stuck" in an unhappy and unhealthy relationship now that a child is involved. I never saw myself in this situation and I don't know where to turn to see God in such a storm as this. I pray that God's Will be done as he works in mysterious ways - but help me to understand that his timing is always perfect.