September 29, 2014
Hi everyone, I asking for prayers from everyone today . I have had MS since 2008 and have pushed treatment and medication away in the hopes it was all just a mistake ,false reading or just a crazy medical error. I have been doing well. No symptoms that I know of my MRI came back unchanged no new lessons or active ones. But the last few weeks I have had little flare ups here and there. My DR. suggested that treatment of daily injections wold be the nesessary thing to do. I am terrified of needles and taking any form of medication. I am scared of side effects. I have children I have a family and want to be there for them. I am afraid that something bad will happen if I take this medication. I have a nurse coming out today to answer all my questions but I have been feeling anxious scared and have been crying all morning. If you could please parry that I do not have any major side effect and that this medication works in slowing down anything that is going on I would be very grateful. I am at my end with my emotions and wish I did not have to deal with this. I feel like i am being punished for all of the mistakes and bad things I have done in my life . I have asked for forgiveness but I still feel gulity and really think this is my punishment . I just want this to go away and I know it will not. I want to understand why this is happening andI know I never will. I want to answers and I know I can not have them. So Ask again if you all could just pray for a nobody like me. I am so lost right now and no one understands how I feel.. I just want this to go away.
September 26, 2014
I'm facing my 2nd open heart surgery in 10+ years. I'm scared that this 2nd time won't go as smoothly as the first. I meet with the surgeon next week. I ask for prayers to continue my faith and trust in God, knowing he has all under his control.
September 23, 2014
My husband and I have been blessed with a baby boy 12 weeks ago. After a rough start in the NICU, he is home and healthy. Hubby and I both love him very much but we are having some marriage problems that we have been having for years and now with the little one and our lives changing (childcare, finances, etc.), my husband is threatening me with divorce. I am scared and do not know what to do. I need to do what is best for my son now, but I can't make it along with out my husband. I can't throw away the last 15 years and all we have worked for.
September 17, 2014
I have recently left an abusive relationship that lasted 4 years. My boyfriend has always been controlling and jealous and emotionally abusive, but things got worse when his 8 year old son died a year and a half ago (so he needs prayers too!) Our relationship has deteriorated steadily to the point where my son (who lives with us) spends most of his day hiding in his room with his head buried to not hear the fighting. He belittles me, accuses me of everything possible, demeans me, threatens me, lies to me, everything that can destroy a relationship. I have stuck with him for so long not only because I love him and believe that I made a commitment to him but because I was always scared to leave. When things got physically violent, I stayed at a shelter but he found me and I have always tried to protect the people that shelter me when I leave. I have gotten to the end of my line..... I cannot live like this anymore. I cannot go to church without accusations, work meetings are out of the question, going to the store without him is a big no-no. I don't eat or sleep well because my anxiety has increased to debilitating levels. I left him yesterday and am staying with my parents. My son is torn, he was just getting used to a new school (he's now in middle school), but knows the relationship is toxic for both of us. I need prayers to stay on the right path, to keep making decisions that are healthy for my son and for myself. Thank you.