March 02, 2014
Thank you for reading this. I stopped talking to a guy last Sept as I felt he wasn't meeting my needs. We have been back and forth for past 6 yrs. Never lived in same city. I have missed him. I started talking to him again. I am asking for prayer that this is not the wrong decision. I ask that he will meet my needs. If he doesn't I am going to be hurt again. I am scared but I also miss him and care about him. This is so hard for me. Please god help him step up and be there for me.
February 24, 2014
I have been rejected in every man in my life becuase I was "too good" "too sweet" "too honest" "too religious" "& even "too good in bed". I just want to be loved & have someone to share my life with. I met a great Christian man. We really hit it off. Now, we broke up because he said he "needs a break". He says I did nothing wrong. In fact, he said I was the perfect girlfriend(even though I know Im not). I think it is because he is scared of commitment. I am asking that God give him clarity if he is supposed to be in my life forever. Otherwise, pray that I would VERY SOON meetthe man God wants me to be with forever. I am lonely & discouraged. I feel this man was a gift from God. Please pray Gods' will be done here. I need a friend and helpmate. Ive waited so long to be intimate with a man & want a man who'll make that type of long term commitmetn to me in Gods eyes & presence. PLEASE PRAY!