May 22, 2013
I have been requesting prayer for my marriage for almost a year now..My name is Melissa Guenther..My husbands name is Armando Barrera-Nova..I have 2 children Anthony who is now 10, and Jasmine who is now 6 years old..My husband was removed from our home in the state of Wisconsin for child abuse..My children, and I were going to move to Minnesota; but that did not work out at all..;Instead we came to Tn where I have family...Things are not going so well here, and my family has changed so much..When my children and I came we stayed with an elderly couple that we have known for a while through my husband..;But we were put out of where we were staying..We had been there for a good long while they were old, and could not handle having children around all the time..With everything I was going through I lost my job at Macy's..I end up working for a staffing agency that sent me to a job that was so horrible..And the pay was small..Within 2 weeks I told the temp agency the problems I was having with that job in hopes they would resolve the issues like them not allowing me to go to the bathroom, and other things..And they automatically put me in another job 10 times worse, and paid even less..It was only 7.70 an hour their was just no way I could pay rent with that..After we got put out I had to find an apartment almost at the last minute..My church paid a month for us to stay in a hotel then we moved..My rent is $635...Then theirs electric, food, and phone.,etc..To make this short I am now without the other job..The first day I injured my back..So things have just been terrible for us..My husband is really not providing for us at all..Of coursezp he never has in the 8 years of our marriage..And blames me, and my son for what he has done wrong..I had my faults in the marriage; but I always asked for forgiveness..My husbands heart has become so cold, bitter, and hard..I have become so depressed..I have fallen into deep depression..I wished I had been more content in Wisconsin..I had jobs that paid $10 or more..I think on all the good memories my husband, and I shared together I can't get them out of my head..I want to keep hoping things will change..My husband and I always had so many problems in our marriage..But I kept hoping things would change..It seems to just have gotten worse..I don't want to give up..But I have called Legal Aid to file for a divorce..Its really not what I want..I have the interview the 28th of this month..Please pray for us..I cry almost every night; because I'm in so much pain, and don't sleep much..My husband is so cruel to me..Again his heart has grown even colder to the point I feel he may have moved on..I pray so much, and don't understand why these prayers are not being answered..I also need prayer for my depression, and a good paying job..I'm scared, and know I should trust in the Lord..But I have 2 little ones who need me..I just don't know what to do anymore..I wish a check by mail enough to secure us for a little while..I don't drink, smoke, party, etc..Yet I never really have money..My husband is like me we neither one smoke, use drugs or profane words, alcohol, etc..Not that it saves us; but sometimes those things are a big problem in a marriage..I'm also not a money spending person..It maybe that my husband does not have the Lord God in his heart..He believes he is saved; but I question it..I am not God though..I pray that whatever it may take to lead my husband to Salvation..Thank you for all your prayers and support..
May 22, 2013
My boyfriend was admitted to the hospital yesterday and it is looking like he may have Leukemia. He is still young (28) and this is a shock to both me and his family. He is terrified, and currently not a beliver. He has been voicing his concerns about not believing either, but I see this as his way of asking for guidance, and I hope I am able to give it to him. I just want to lift him up, and to help him heal, to help his family and I both have the strength to go through this with him. I am ready for whatever God has planned for him, and I hope that the plan is to get him BETTER! I am scared for him, and I want to be a positive force and to be his rock through all of this.
May 13, 2013
I am a single mom of 3 middle schoolers. My ex moved out of state so he would not have to pay child support 10 years ago. We live in Gods hands financially. He always provides for our needs however, it's not always on the 1st of the month. Our landlord of 7 years gave us an eviction notice this weekend. My boys are really scared about what will happen to us. We do not have family we can live with and no money for a move. I know He will take care of us and provide a new home, it's just one more thing I have to deal with on my own. Please pray for my children not to be afraid and strength, faith and a miracle for us.
May 10, 2013
Dear brothers and sisters in Christ. I need you. Please pray for healing of my right ear, that I regain my hearing and that the pulsatile tinnitus and other noise please stop. I can't hear out of the left ear and have tinnitus there too for 30 years. I am so scared to be deaf. I can't sleep since i constantly hear my heart beat really loudly and another humming noise... non stop day and night. I can't take much more of this! Doctors can't help but I pray for the Almighty HEALER to please restore my health. I want to hear His word and praise songs and serve Him but I need to hear. MY family needs me. Please pray that i don't go crazy and that GOD have mercy and heal me so I can live again. I am depressed and anxious and feel I'm at wits end. I need the peace of the Holy Spirit. GOD bless you all and bring you peace and the desiresof your heart. Thank you. In Jesus' name, Amen.