April 16, 2014
I feel like I've screwed up my life beyond repair. I am divorced and am having a difficult time. I want everyone around me to get along and be happy (including my ex). I will always care about him. I am so frustrated because he just won't allow God into his heart fully! I pray for him every day. I never wanted a broken family, but apparently I wasn't strong enough to keep it all together. And now I worry about if everyone (my family and he will get along when they see each other at kid functions, etc.). I feel responsible for the happiness of others. I can rationally say it's not my job, but that is how I feel. Please pray for me - I appreciate it more than you know.