July 21, 2016
After overcoming addiction and living in recovery for the past 3 years, I was diagnosed with breast cancer yesterday. I am so proud of my family for how strong they were for each other and myself. I can handle this and will be strong, but please pray for my family. I am so sad that they have worry and suffer more because of me. I just want to be a strong, healthy, loving mom and wife. This is so scary. Fighting addiction was so hard.Dear GOD please give me strength to fight this too.....for my husband and my 2 beautiful baby girls. GOD pleeeeeease hear my prayer. We need you. We need you right now!!!!!
July 18, 2016
Father, please help me, You knows my pain, You always know what was happened. You see everything, i came with a broken heart. I need You, i can't cover this any longer, too hard to breathe, i'm desperate. Please forgive me and damianus aditya too. Father, You knows how long i have waited, please don't leave me. i am still waiting for the miracle to come. Please help me, He swore over the name of the Father to cover up the truth, please God soften his heart. I can't touch his heart but Lord can be, Please touch aditya heart for me. I always try to strong, but to be honest i was hurt very deeply. Please help me God, I put the disappointments, pain and my whole hope in Your hands, please giving miracles for me