February 27, 2015
Hello brothers and sisters in Christ!! I am reaching out today in Jesus name for several miracles for my husband, myself and our marriage. Here's a short summary, we have been married less than one year and during this short period we have faced many hardships!! I am still following my lord Jesus Christ and seeking him for wisdom, direction and grace to stand and do his will. My husband has been living for the lord now for almost 4 years. Prior to following our lord, he had many addictions and powerful strongholds that controlled him and sent him spiraling to a crash. These examples are: cocaine addiction, crack addiction, porn, drinking and some other issues that seem to go along with these evil strongholds such as lying, stealing, cheating and deceitfulness. For the past several months, I've noticed that he was seeking God less and less on a routine basis. His prayer life, time in the word and ministry had all practically diminished. Recently I have became to know that he was talking to a new female friend. Not positive on how far things went with them but in my spirit I feel that the lord revealed this to me before things went any further!! Also came to my attention that he has once again turned to the dark world of drug abuse(cocaine and is almost routinely viewing porn)!!We separated after my findings of the other woman(which is also married). We have only been apart for a week and all I feel to do in my spirit is pray and wait on the lord!! I don't want to see him or talk to him although we have sent a few text(in which he has apologized many times and also states that he feels so far from he lord and is reaching out for prayers from his Christian family. I've prayed that God will let me see and love him the way he would want me to as a Christian. At this point I don't hate him or anything nor do I want him back in my home on a daily basis especially being around our children while he chooses this lifestyle. Presently I only feel a burden and concerned of where and how far this may all take him. In saying all this please pray for my husband and family. I'm expecting all these chains of darkness to be broken in Jesus name and asking you to believe with me. Please pass this on to all the Christian prayer warriors and believers as well!! There's power in prayer and unity!!! God bless you all and thank you so much!!! Your sister in Christ Ps we also have 5 children together(previous marriages, we have none together)!! Also I feel as if his job (traveling sales rep in which he may only travel maybe 8-10 days per month that could allow lots of time and freedom to live secretly and possibly indulge even more onto the roads of darkness)!! During his time of travel, he spends much time alone and away from the positive influences of the Christian family and church.
February 19, 2015
Please pray for Susan, whose heart has been broken too many times in the past. Please pray that she finds someone to love, who will love her back and be worthy of her love and respect her for the truly wonderfully, nice person that she is. Help her to see that true beauty comes from within, and that she has much to offer and deserves much in return.