July 26, 2016
For the past 6 or more months, my thyroid has been REALLY off. Also, I have not had any appetite and have not been hungry. I used to be able to eat one meal a day. Now, I can barely eat one full meal and am having trouble getting enough fluids in as I am sure my stomach has shrunk. I did not have this weight to lose, and I have lost over 20 pounds. My have has sunken in, and I look like someone from a concentration camp. I used to be a daily, avid walker; however, I am having to, unfortunately, stop walking because my heart is starting to hurt. Hurts to sit as my bones are protruding. My hips are out of joint as is my tailbone and entire back and neck. I have stopped going to the chiropractor as I am afraid at age 53 that I am very susceptible for osteoarthritis, etc. My doctor has not been doing much for me at all. I also have been having daily migraines that are disabling. Now, I cannot get up until late, late morning as I am just too weak. I see my doctor on Monday (I do not have insurance and live on very little income per month), and I must be assertive as have not been. I am praying he will DO something for me! I am trying to drink Ensure but I am at the point I can barely drink one can a day. I would greatly appreciate any prayers as I know that God is my great physician and healer. I feel so alone sometimes, but listening to WNWC helps me so very much. Knowing someone is praying for me will also help. Thank you for reading all the way through this, if you did! :)
July 25, 2016
A situation has come up that I don't know how to handle and it is family related. There were some issues at home that we are working at resolving with what we have. In addition I was unable to get my mom out to see them when they were at a local campground. The only thing is that it will cost us about $1500 to resolve properly. The hardest part is that my mom's family knows about it and now they want nothing to do with us. There are some additional issues. They were lied to about some things that they are taking their anger and frustrations out on us to the point where they want nothing to do with us. What could we have done that was so bad they want to do that? They reported the issues to APS and they are threating to have use kicked out of the house and having my parents put in a home. While my mom is wheel chair bound my dad and I perfectly capable of taking care of ourselves. Is that even a possibility? I hope and pray that it doesn't go that far but i am not so sure about anything anymore. We have tried to make things right by reaching out to them and trying to talk about things, but every attempt has been rejected. They are even keeping the inheritance that my mom is due from the passing of her mother a few months ag. We were supposed to go to upper Michigan for a celebration of life for my grandma but they basically said. "we don't want you there" for whatever reason. It is at the point where I cant handle things on my own. I want so badly to make things right with my mom's side of the family but I cant do it all on my own they have to meet me half way. Cause without family what else is there? At what point do I just say "you know what if that is the way you want then so be it" I just need guidance and wisdom from the most high on how to handle things. Cause I want to do it the right way and whatever I can to make it right cause the whole is hurting my mom that her family is rejecting her like this. And honestly it is hurting me to.
July 24, 2016
I'm a single mom of 2. My beautiful 18 year old daughter just left to go to college. She is only a couple hours away but I am really struggling with her being gone and not seeing her every day. We are very close and we still talk alot but I feel like I lost my best friend also. She's an amazing young woman and I am extremely proud of her but I also feel lost without her. My 11 year old son has been spending the summer with his dad because with my work hours, I have had a hard time finding a sitter for him. I miss them both so much. I feel extremely alone and depressed and find myself crying all the time. I have been trying to stay busy and find a hobby but I am really struggling with the loneliness. We originally moved here 3 years ago because I was seeing someone that I thought would be a good person for myself and my children but unfortunately, it didn't work out. He has a ton of issues of his own that he needs to work through so I am still single. I feel my purpose is to be a great mom to my children. I had hoped that God would send me a good christian man to be a good role model for my children so I am still waiting for that to happen but now with my daughter moving out and my son not here right now, I keep wondering what my purpose is. I am asking for prayer for my loneliness and for God to give me the clarity in my life so hopefully once again, I can feel like I'm going in the right direction and actually have a purpose.
July 22, 2016
It was loaned to her in good faith. she didn't use it for what it was intended. now we r getting an attitude from her trying to get her to pay it back in installments as she gets paid?NEEDS PRAYERS PLEASE
July 19, 2016
My mother in law needs prayers. She's been battling lung cancer on and off for the past 4 years and just found out the last drug they have been trying for her isn't working and her cancer has grown even more. She needs strength for the pain she's in and the emotional war she's fighting