November 24, 2014
I have found myself in a few dark places and I guess the Lord knew as my best friend called me to go to church. As I walked across the street I thought to myself, why am I even here? Am I going to be thankful for the fact that I have no money to pay my rent, no income, no unemployment, I have no money for gas for my truck? Thankful for the chick who hit my car and has not paid to fix it, thankful for the fact that I have zero funds to cover any of my bills? Thankful for my husbands infidelity that is causing so much stress in our marriage, thankful for clients that DONT pay? As I sat down and listened to the sermon it was about Thanks/giving and how we should give thanks and give to those in need and all I could think was I am one of those people, my family is on the brink of destruction, i am one phone call away from eviction and I am still praying and trying to keep my husband from going off the deep end, sheltering our child from our ever growing complicated lives and I need to know where God is in all of this. Lord I NEED HELP!! I was told that no adultery goes unpunished, but Lord why why why?? With all that we have gone through and experienced why Lord do we have to keep getting knocked down I am drowning! The infidelity is eating at me, the possible pregnancy is eating at me, my miscarriage is eating at me, my lack of income, job prospects or clients is eating at me. I am trying Lord. I am asking for your grace, your movement in my situation. Make ways Lord, move the mountains, protect my marriage and family, help us to hear you and walk along the path you have for us, bless us with abundance, open doors for us Lord and seal the doors that should have never been open. Be with my husband Lord, heal and help him. Please break the generational curse that is upon him, fee him Lord. Help us to love one another how you intend for a husband and wife too. I pray and believe that no weapons made against us will prosper, but Lord that is all that has been happening. Guide him along the path that you have for him. Help him with his addictions and his anger. Lord he needs you. We need you Lord, we are in a very desperate situation and we are drowning. In Jesus' Name I Pray.
November 23, 2014
I'm in the middle of a divorce and trying to do what's best for my children. We both need to keep our ears open to God's word so we can put the past behind us and move ahead with a good plan for our future. Please pray for guidance for us.
November 19, 2014
Please pray that God will soften my husband's heart. He moved out with no explanation about 2 weeks ago. I've just found out I'm pregnant, as we've been trying for almost a year now. I've been trying but can't even reach him, he is not picking up my calls or replying to messages. I don't even know what I've done wrong. I desperately pray that GOD will touch his heart to give our marriage another chance. I truly do love him and would love for a second chance. I appreciate every prayer. Thank you and God bless.
November 15, 2014
Lord, sometimes I just feel like quitting, I know that this life is not supposed to be perfect but I feel like my life is a complete disaster, a catastrophic disaster sprinkled with whatever hopes and dreams I can squeeze out of the day. I am trying, trying to keep everything together, my family, my marriage everything according to your will but Lord, where is the help?? Our rent is due in a few days and we don't have it which of course adds stress to my already stressed out marriage. its like we are a rubber band and we have been stretched and stretched and Lord, i am afraid that we are going to snap. Lord, I am asking for you to surround us with your angels, Lord, make ways for us, help us to heal and help us to bounce back from all the bumps in our road. Lord I ask that you teach my husband humility, I do love him dearly and he is FAR from perfect but Lord he does not see his faults, he easily can see others faults and its beyond frustrating. He is angry Lord, with everyone and everything. With his siblings, my parents, even me which can make it ok or will justify his infidelity. We have argued this morning and he is gone again and of course I don't know where. Lord, I need your movement in my situations for there are many. My marriage that sometimes seems okay and then it feels like under stress it just turns into a mess. Jesus, I need you. Please bless us, help us to make some kind go change, Lord I am not happy right now, I don't hate my life, I don't hate my husband but Lord, I need help, I am seeking you and your guidance. I am asking you to open door for us and seal doors that should not be opened. Lord heal us and help us, lead us, make ways for us. Please Lord!
November 13, 2014
wow, I really don't know how much we can endure. Jeremiah 29:11 has always been so powerful to me but now my faith is weakening big time. Recently we found out my mother has cancer and now my boyfriends father may as he has something wrong and is going through testing just days after his uncle has been told that he is starting to experience some sort of dimentia. Been going to food pantries now and trying to save and get a cushion financially and then our water pump goes this weekend taking that cushion away right before the cold weather when we will be in need of propane before we know it. I could still go on and on but there is no reason all I can say is it's pouring and it feels like we are about to drown. I know God will get us through all this but when ???? it seems to be 2 years now of one thing after another when we are still planting seeds, watering others, and trying to flourish within our faith- it's getting really weak though now and we need prayer. Thank you and God Bless!