March 22, 2015
Please pray for my fianc Darryl he really wants to get this job at Cintas ! and he is overly qualified but he is just waiting to get the JOB!!! our family has been struggling for a while now and he is trying to be a better man but there is always temptations because of how much jobs have turned him down! I am also looking for a better job we have a 2 year old together and we lost our youngest January 31, 2015 he lived for 16 hours and went into heave next to our father God . we been having so many ups and downs but our family has its times we really need prayer to be strong for our 2 year old for each other and hope he gets this job and I myself can take some of this weight off my shoulders, I work 60 hours a week to be able to provide for my family but Is taking a toll on my health on my mind I really don't have time to even grieve about my youngest, we ask for prayer and more prayer and prayer!!!!! please keep my family in your prayer we just started going to church !!! and it felt so amazing but we listen to LIFE 102.5 everyday!!!! and even when we are so frustrated with each other LIFE 102.5 always helps us both!!!
March 19, 2015
I need much needed prayer. After 6 years of being symptom free from MS I had my first symptom this week. It looks like a bad head cold caused the flare up. I have not been on any medications because I am terrified of the side effect but it looks like I have to make a decision because having a flare up is really scaring me . I have spent the last few days crying non stop. I am so scared of the medications and the side effects. liver failure,low red blood count ,flu like symptoms ect. I don't know what to do. I am sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I need guidance I have talked to my Dr. and she suggest I see a counselor and says i have to be on something. I am lost. I mean really lost . I can't think straight. I look at my children and cry. I want to be there for them I do not want to have MS I want healing and I pray and pray and am still stuck with this. I don't know what to do. I can't even think straight while writing this. Please pray for me. Please pray that God gives me answers. I just don't know what to do! I really don't!