September 03, 2015
My first divorce hearing is a month away. When he first left I know God told me to not give up but lately Ive just been feeling hurt and discouraged and confused. I do not believe God wants us to get divorced we have been married for twenty years but I am lacking the strength that I need to believe that with every thought. Please pray that God gives me the courage and strength to stand when everyone else wants me to just give up and move on. Please change me to be the woman God wants me to be and my husband to be the man, the husband and father that God called him to be. Please God help me, save my marriage and show me that I am doing the right thing in not giving up.
August 31, 2015
I'm trying so hard to trust in the Lord during these times of job difficulties that I'm having and now my husband may be having but it's proving to be much more difficult than anything I can do on my own. I will be losing my job in the coming months and have a job that I interviewed for but I'm not sure if that's what God wants for us. Part of me feels like this is God's answer to me being a stay at home mom and the other part feels like I should have been grateful for what I had...please pray for wisdom so I can sort this out the way Jesus would want me to. Also, please pray for clarity for my husband's new work situation so that we can just have some peace of mind knowing we can keep a safe and secure home for our baby girl.