August 25, 2016
My husband is 52 and went to visit a Bible College because He believe the Lord was calling him in the ministry and He want to be obedient to that call.After the visit, he fell apart.He said it was like being struck by lightning..He is now in intensive outpatient therapy for anxiety, confusion, depression, hopelessness and deep pain that never goes away.These are the symptoms of PTSD that he has carried for the past 30 years and have never gone away, only they've became so bad just recently that he feels he cannot work.He needs hope and healing.He is so tired from this illness and he's very discouraged about his future.He said " if I can't carry myself well, how can I possibly expect to carry a congregation- even a small one? If the Lord wants me in the ministry, I have to get better."We are getting medical attention from christian counselor,therapy and medication.We are praying for his deliverance, relief from symptoms of constant deep emotional pain and paralyzing anxiety.This also limits intimacy because he was sexually abused as a child and it's very hard for him to trust.God bless you as you lift our brother in prayer.Thank you very much.
August 18, 2016
I messed up my life across the board. Emotionally, academically, financially, physically and most importantly spiritually. I'm deep in sin, the flesh, and the world and under demonic bondage. Please pray for my return to The LORD and my deliverance and restoration unto Him. For my repentance toward God and faith toward The Lord Jesus Christ. I need to move out and find a place to live, I need The LORDs protection guidance and wisdom. I'm really stuck in pride and He has shown me He wants me to fast. I've been stubborn, stick neck, and proud. I need The LORD to fix my life across the board