September 02, 2014
About a week ago I submitted a prayer that my family find an end to the constant fighting and confrontation that takes place daily. For 10 years I prayed for reconciliation which I finally got the answers I needed to realize was not possible and finally released the burden of the conflict to you Lord. Today my prayer was answered. My home is being prepared for my family and it is just a matter of a few weeks and everything will be finalized. PLEASE Lord watch over my family through this transition! Please make it a smooth and conflict free end to years and years of fighting. Lord I thank you for opening the door for me (us) Now I REALLY need your strength daily to walk through that door. I am scared and my nerves are torn up. Please be with me and help me guard my tongue every day so the days pass without need for police involvement in this separation of our home. Lord please do not let my husband drink himself to oblivion between now and the time of our departure. Lord please guide me to the legal help that I so desperately need at this time. Thank you so much for finally answering my prayers and Lord I am so sorry that I doubted you for so long, but I was down and the answers just never came so I didn't know what to think. (maybe I just needed to be patient and the answers would come to me after waiting long enough? I just didn't know and your lack of response hurt me deeply) Thanks again for your swift response to my latest prayer.
August 31, 2014
Please pray that the lesions in my husbands liver do not turn out to be cancer. He has fought so many battles with his liver since he received chemo as a teenager for leukemia. Please pray he can continue to be a wonderful husband to me and father to our son. Please also pray for his health because his sister just passed away 2 months ago after a 5 year fight with cancer and his parents cannot deal with the possibility of cancer in another one of their children. Thank you for praying for us.
September 15, 2014
I lost my sister on the 3rd of this month. It was an unexpected death. My family as well as I was devistated. She was 45 years old. I personally have been struggling with this. My sister lived probably 15 minutes from my house. I found myself wondering if she knew our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Now as her brother, as a christian and as a preacher, I feel like I have failed her in so many ways. I did not call her or visit her like I should have, As a christian, I did not witness to her enough, and as a preacher I did not try to lead her to God like I should have. I failed in all 3 of these areas. I have heard it preached, I have heard it taught and I have talked about, knowing someone isn;t right with the Lord and they die. Their blood is on your hands.I took it with a grain of salt so to speak. I dont know where she stood with the Lord. If she is in hell as we speak then her blood is on my hands. I can only hope that she was born again. But I still struggle with this. I ask that each person that reads this will pray for me and I also ask that each person that reads this will talk, witness and guide not only their loved ones but their friends and neighbors and even strangers to seek God. You never know when it will be your last chance to do so. The bible teaches us that life is but a vapor and then its gone.
September 15, 2014
I am leaving an abusive situation. All preparation for the upcoming move is being done secretly. Please pray for my Bravery through this knowing that it is the right thing to do. Also please pray for my Sale that I have going on NOW. I am clearing anything possible from my current residence knowing that I am going to need these funds for deposits, filling the empty cupboards of the new place and for other expenses related to the move. I know this may seem like a petty prayer to some.....but pray that all the WATCHERS in my Ebay store actually buy the stuff they are watching!! I am taking all extra stuff to consignment and donating stuff daily.....but these items that are being watched are the last to go with hopes that people follow through and eventually buy them. I have 2 weeks to CLEAR everything that is not going in the move. I know the day after I leave whatever is left behind will be in the garbage. Please LORD BLESS MY SALES!!! I don't want to see all go to waste and I want to help myself as much as I can and this is one small way that I can do it. I need you NOW!!! Amen!!
September 11, 2014
just wanted to Thank God that I am able to start talking to my 'other' friends again, wish it was in a different way tho. I am thankful that they've allowed me to express TO THEM of how I really feel about things. I'm having a hard time accepting her apology & forgiveness, she wanted me in jail for a crime I did not commit, I lost a lot of friends cause of it & my church would'nt help me, you know my story God. I just pray they understand what I am trying to tell them. I told them God it is in your hands. I just pray you lead me to the right direction. -Jason