January 26, 2015
I would like prayer tonight. A lady in her eighties came into my line in an electric wheelchair, boasting loudly that she was that age and could say whatever she wanted. She then proceeded to insult one of the baggers, stating that if they can't do things right, then it's because they are challenged. She was passing judgement, not just on my bagger, but on me. I am challenged. I have Epilepsy, which affects my brain, and other parts of my body. I have other physical limits. Making me 'challenged'. By the end of the order, I was not looking her in the eye at all. I made sure she was not in my field of vision at all. She asked loudly if 'I was praying'. I did not answer her at all. She hurt me. Deeply. It's bad enough that people treat workers badly on a daily basis. I didn't need her acting like we didn't need to be working there or serving her because of our 'challenges'. Please pray for this lady. And pray that the pain and anguish she has thrust upon my heart will lift. I also hope I never see this lady again. As if she has such a problem with people who are 'challenged', it was discussed I should not serve her again. No one knows the pain I have endured in my life. No one does unless they have lived my life. Just once, I wish people could see the pain they cause. I wish they would stop and think before they speak. I wish people would try to be kind to people like us. Just...Once...
January 26, 2015
Need fasting & prayer. Heavenly father forgive all my sins, devil may not snatch me, deliver me from devil's bondage (unwanted thoughts, mind) take control of myself, mind, thought, heart, body, devil may not touch me till I leave this earth. IF it is YOUR WILL that I may not leave my husband THEN touch him, convict him to confess his sin of adultery & repent. Touch his sister & her son that they may not interfere in our personal life. Destroy all their plans against me & my daughter. Keep me & my daughter healthy & safe, waiting for YOUR answer since 4 years, hide identity IJN Amen
January 25, 2015
Please pray for my patience and perseverance. I am in my final upper level Business course at Liberty and I am currently the leader of a group working on a collaborative writing assignment. We've had one assigned member of our group go MIA, and there are inconsistencies in the submissions from the other two. My graduating in May depends on this group coming together and pulling off a great grade. We three ladies could use some prayers. Thanks in advance.
January 25, 2015
I am so sad and I feel so alone. I feel so lost since my mother, and grandmother died. They were good people. They raised me since I was a baby. They were always their for me. I am not my self anymore. I can not seem to get my life back on track. I do not know what to do. I had one friend I could talk to , but I push him anyway. I am sorry, but I am not perfect. Lord, I pray with all my heart, that you will let me hear T.S voice again. Please do not let me loose him. I need someone in my life. I do not want to be alone. Everything, is according to the will of the almighty god. Amen.
January 24, 2015
Just want to thank those who have prayed and left comments for me. It is officially over between them and me, I finally stood up to them. They are just using my 'slip of the tongue' that I said about there 15 year old son, they are holding that against me (No harm was done & he had already forgiven me, he understood), while they can lie and keep a answer from me for 2 years. I know what they are doing, I am not stupid. I just don't need people who think they are all "That" in my life. Don't need someone's parents to run me off cause they see me differently. Forget them! I do hope they read this! Enough is enough! But as of right now, I do not know them no longer. I will let God deal with them! IJNIP, AMEN! -Jason j