April 17, 2014
I am in my first year of college and thought I knew what career I was going to pursue and it was going to be in a poultry degree. But now I am having second thoughts about doing it and thought about going on to be a paid firefighter/paramedic. I am volunteer firefighter and I love doing it but the money is not in firefighting. My dad is pushing to do poultry. I want to make enough to support my family when I get older. I want to do what the Lord wants me to do but I am just confused and I do not know what to do. Thank you for your prayers.
April 14, 2014
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April 14, 2014
My daughter says - according to her doctor - she is a borderline diabetic. Thank you Heavenly Father God in Jesus Christ; O Great Physician; in advance, for giving my daughter the help and the motivation she so desperately needs daily, to remedy this medical condition. On behalf of my daughter, I humbly thank you too, faithful prayer warrior saints, for your coveted, intercessory prayers. Respectfully, in Jesus Christ's Holy Name. Amen. Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth. (Mark 9:23)
April 10, 2014
My exboyfriend of nearly 5 years and I broke things off for good late last July. He told me he never saw himself getting married, but if he did, he'd want it to be me...so, I left. In late August, he started casually dating a girl who is good friends with his best friend's wife (then fiance). In December, he told friends that he was on the fence about this girl, named of a long list of things he didn't like about her, etc. His best friend got married in January, & my ex and his girlfriend got pregnant right around that time. In all the years he and I were together, we never slept together. I worked myself constantly to show him he deserved unconditional love, a life with someone he could trust, & someone who would always be there to uplift him in any way possible. He pushed that away out of fear of commitment, but now he is expecting a child and has proposed to this girl that he, just a few months prior, wasn't really interested in. W e all know he was just with her to have a date to their friends' wedding, & now he is 'promising' her forever. They have known each other maybe 9 months at most. Selfishly, I don't want any of this. I'm not saying we were right for each other, but it's really painful to see the one you've loved so much jump into a marriage with someone he barely knows and didn't love. I am proud of him for doing what he thinks is right, but I don't necessarily believe that God wants marriage to be a 'has to' kind of thing, and that's what this is. Please pray that God gives both him and her clarity, discernment, & calmness in this situation. I know he's panicking, I'm sure she is too, and I don't want that for them. Please ask God to bring people into their lives that can help guide them down the best path for him, her, and their child. Please ask God to only allow them to enter this covenant with Him if they truly love each other and they're going to have a Christ-centered, everlasting marriage. Please pray that my broken heart is mended and that I am able to prepare for my next purpose in life. Please pray that God gives me the strength to walk away with grace if that's what He wants me to do. Thank you!
April 09, 2014
. I just ask that you pray as you read this, that God could speak to you, this is long and confusing and it makes no sense at all. My spouse Katie and I were married for 14 yrss. We have two kids that God blessed us with a boy and a girl. My wife was raised Catholic her dad and mom married from the convent. I was raised under the world wide church of God, then identified myself as Evangical. During out 14 yrs of marriage, I had issues with porn,(internet) and I was not the Godly husband I should have been. She was always tired, I got frustrated tried to add porn into our lives and that was a big lie. She left in 08 because she said she was done, she asked me to go to counseling, but I thought I could solve this on my own, as I look back I don't know why I didn't go to counseling. We went to counseling at Genesis in 08, but she didn't like it and I didn't push it. I felt really bad. She found another man, that made me so mad and then I went and dated other women. There was a point when she told me there was trust building yet she was telling me to go out with friends go have "fun". I told her about the other women a repeat of what happened in our 1st yr of marriage, where I felt attracted to another woman but not in love with her. This has been a mess, there is a wall between us from her. She doesn't want me to love her, doesn't want me to wear my wedding ring, says it hurts the kids, yet she is divorced in her heart, we are still married by the state of Washington even though we have not been together in 6yrs. She still wants me to come over for B-days, holidays, kids games, yet no marriage, we aren't even friends. I dread being around a stranger and she acts like this is ok. No one understands whats happening. For 6yrs its been nothing but silence from God, its like God doesn't care and wants this. I hate my wife I hate her and I feel ok with hating her. People say I shouldn't have all this bitterness, anger, well Im sorry, I don't have joy and happiness living like Im divorced but still married to her on paper. And Yes I have tried 3X to divorce her I gave her the papers to sign, she never turned them in nor gave papers back to me WHY? This is a woman who says she cant be in a physical relationship or trust me, yet she hasn't divorced me and wants divorce, tells people we are not together. And its no big deal to her, but it bothers me. I let go of her, by hating her not caring wether she lives or dies, I don't care what happens to her, there are plenty of other step moms who take over and she can have another man, its what most so-called Christians do now anyway. Divorce is the answer to solve problems, God is not saving troubled marriages including mine, he blesses people with other spouses, step parents, blended families, so divorce most be ok I hear other Christians tell me to divorce, let her go, do this do that, Im sick of other Christians who act like divorce is no big deal, and that God blessed them with someone else. Im tired. Im depressed. I have no hope left I don't care about her at all, im at peace with hating her, its better than continuing to love a obstinate wife who doesn't love me back. Im wasting my time. I need prayers I need Gods help Im sick of living this way, I don't know what to do, please Im asking for prayers, I acknowledge my sins I confess my failure at being the husband I should've been. Her and I strangers not even friends, our kids look at us and don't understand why we live like this, they have stopped praying for us not to divorce and get back together, I believe they've given up like me. They know that their mom and I don't talk unless forced to. I don't even know how to relate to her at all, she is dead to me and God thinks this is ok and bringing him glory??? Right, something is wrong, reading Gods word, helping poor people, church aint going to heal this, there needs to be intervention. I flushed my wedding ring down the toilet 6months ago, it will NEVER come back. I told her did it and she said that was stupid, but again nothing bothers her, God blesses her she can date other men which I know she is, she denies it but I know to well. I cant date, I cant event talk to another woman I have no interest plus I don't care, woman are problems with baggage, kids from other men, don't want it and don't care. I would tell any Christian man, don't do what I did wasting prayers on a obstinate wife who doesn't care and doesn't want to give you another chance, don't pray, just divorce don't fight for your marriage, that's all I got from other Christians. I know this is heavy but what I said is the truth, its hard to breathe, I hate her and I make no apologies say what you want, but I hate her wish I never married her and Im sure she feels the same, except tries to act like a family for the kids sake what a lie. I hate this situation, I have lived this for 6yrs with her and our kids. I begging for help, prayers