March 02, 2015
I need a lot of prayer as now my lawyer says he wasn't hired to represent me at the contempt of court yet he is just now saying this tonight & my court hearing is 3-4-15 at 9:00 am! Please pray as Connie (from the lawyer's office) told Earl (who called for me as at the last minute, I had to do bus monitoring) that she called my husband's lawyer & said that my lawyer wasn't representing me for the contempt of court. I have to go in tomorrow to my lawyer's. I don't know what time or exactly what is going down as at my last meeting with my lawyer & Connie, they knew about the contempt of court!
March 02, 2015
lord please heal and restore my marriage
March 01, 2015
Please pray as Mom is getting so forgetful and acts like she doesn't know what to do. She lives with me. I'm also trying to get my taxes done. I go to court 3-4-15 at 9:00 a.m., but I need pray ALL day as I don't know when really as one has to sit and wait. I found out through Eddie's lawyer when papers were served to me at 7:05 a.m. on 2-27. Please have special prayer for me. Eddie wants $5,000 with prejudgment & post judgment interest, his "lost" items, jail time for me, & for me to pay his attorney's fees which are around $8,000. Some reason my lawyer never has countered! Eddie has the criminal record and jail time! He is like a Ray Rice. He's getting away with it. Before our marriage, he had raped a woman and assaulted another one & NEVER got into any trouble for these two. He put it in his AA confessions. He's not been nice to me either most of our 8 years of marriage. He's committed adultery at least 3 times as I have proof. However the court may not hear this part! This is sad! He owes me money for a 2006 motorcycle, car insurance over $400, utility bills of $2,100, NTTA bills on both my car that he's driving and on my 2005 motorcycle that he sold with the title still in my name. There's more, but at least you can pray. I NEED a lot of prayer!
March 01, 2015
before I know the meaning of jealous or envyI find it is painful to watch a performance that is better than my own and it made me throw up. I don't feel like hating the talented one or win the game but want this kind of trickeries gone and enjoy good entertainment and inspiration
February 28, 2015
Prayer warrior, I know God is in control and will continue to take care of me if He should not bring His daughter home. Be that as it may, He still energizes me through scripture and devotionals. One of the chapters I read was Psalm 114. "When Israel went out from Egypt, the house of Jacob from a people of strange language, Judah became His sanctuary, Israel His dominion. The sea looked and fled; Jordan turned back. The mountains skipped like rams, the hills like lambs. What ails you, O sea, that you flee? O Jordan, that you turn back? O mountains, that you skip like rams? O hills, like lambs? Tremble, O earth, at the presence of the Lord, at the presence of the God of Jacob, who turns the rock into a pool of water, the flint into a spring of water." What He did for His children during a time of slavery and other atrocities is not something He cannot do for just one son and one daughter - rescue them from something people see as a tragedy that He always intended for His glory. We may not be reunited, but why limit what the God of eternity is capable of doing. He parted the Red Sea; rained down Heavenly manna while His children were being rebuked for their sins; He raised the dead, including Jesus; He healed the blind and made the lame walk; He stopped a murderer on his way to kill more Christians and refined his heart to make him His most powerful tool for spreading His love. Why tell Him a matter of the heart is too great for Him? Why say, "You stopped Saul on his way to Damascus and Jonah from further disobeying you by fleeing his calling to go to Ninivah, but you aren't big enough to restore Your marriage between two broken and sinful people. Nevermind. I'll take this one. Sorry I bothered you." How arrogant! God relishes opportunities to reveal His majesty, especially in times when His children are growing weary from awaiting His timing. God is still capable and willing to salvage His marriage. He continues to strengthen me for this miserable, isolating battle. Please keep fighting for His children, your brother and sister-in-Christ. We are sinful just like everyone else. Specifically lift me up in areas where He has revealed my struggles: Anxiety, which is a vertical, limestone cliff slathered in grease - this leads to depression, worry, doubt and taking things into my own hands. My quick tongue - this leads to saying things that should never be said, although He hears them. I need to be quick to listen - I have noticed I am starting to interrupt people more frequently, like I did before she left. Pray for my time with my counselor, that God would make it crystal clear where Lee and I need to focus to eradicate the wounds I have going back to 1996 that others caused and I inflicted upon myself to become the Christ-confident, bold man He created. Pray for me professionally, that I would be a light to those I encounter and that my decisions would be pure in motive and honoring to Him. Pray for her, that He would speak to her in the vocabulary of her heart, reaching her in a way that will only make sense to her but it will also be incredibly convicting and life and heart changing. Pray for her to be willing to hear Him and to be broken. It's amazing what He does with broken people - I am one of them. Thank you for your selfless prayers, love and support. I love my precious gift from God! Blessings, J.D.