After so many years of falling for the wrong guy, I found the worst. Been in a few abusive relationship, mostly emotional abuse and I hated myself after so long. Until I met this one, he's showed me how to love life and see what true love really is. But right now my heart is hurting, as he is off becoming a US Marine at this moment and I will have not contact with him for 3 months or more! This is so much harder than I thought it would be, I just pray for his safety and a calm heart for myself.