I have a few disabilities. One of which causes me to get fired often from jobs because people don't get my form of autism. I am 28 years old. I have been engaged to my fianc for 2 years. We have been together for 3 years. I am on disabilty from SSI. (the government gives me $400 a month) My fianc makes 24,000 annually. We get $105 in food stamps. We have been waiting on the Lord to provide us the funds to get married since we got engaged 2 years ago. We are quite frustrated that I seem to not hold down jobs which makes us poor. We wanna get married so bad. My fianc has a huge electric bill right now he can't pay. I have a ticket I can't really pay plus many other expenses. We are going to have to go to a food pantry for food. We don't have enough money for all the things we need to pay for. I used to work where he worked but they fired me. We were doing exceptionally well then. Now we are crawling by. We are annoyed by God's lack of showing up. Annoyed that we are entering year 3 of us being engaged and still can't get married. Please pray to Jesus however you can. If you have any advice I welcome it as well.