My husband has been dealing with the disease of drug addiction since he was 11 years old. I have been married for almost 12 years to him and he has not gotten one year of clean time. I am struggling to keep it together. I have 4 children 2 of them mine and 2 his, they have been dealing with their own addictions. I need strength and peace and courage to deal with this. I feel like a fighting a losing battle. Please pray for our family to be able to endure and not lose hope! I know that GOD IS IN CONTROL! It just gets hard when your in the circumstance. God Bless!