Direction/ Giving up/ Uncertain
My boyfriend and I have been together for awhile and it everything was going good until recently. I'm not sure what happend but I think the feelings have changed. He told me that he wasn't happy with me anymore & that he wasn't sure why he was with me. I feel like annoy him, make him unhappy, and I feel like I just upset him constantly. I can't stand the thought of loosing him but I can't be in a relationship where someone doesn't feel the same way about me as I do about them. I feel like everything I do is never good enough and no matter how hard I try my negative actions get overlooked by the positive ones. I know I have several things to work on & I know I contribute to the problem just as much as he does, but I would never dream of telling him i'm unhappy or that I don't know what I want. Ever since he said that it makes me question everything and it leaves me confused on how I feel and how I think about everything. I'm really lost & i'm not sure what to do. Please if someone could help me understand this a little better that would really help me out. Lord, please work your way in this relationship. Mend this if it's meant to be mended and let it go if it's not meant to happen. I give this fully up to you. I love you & trust in you. Amen.