whats the point
I'm mad. I'm mad at God, he tells us to pray but then what. I have been praying for my friend for over a year now but he still keeps going back to that abusive relationship. Is it me? Why did I get put back into his life? Just so I can watch him be tormented? I can't do anything to help him. I pray all day long. I have even found myself praying for him as I wake up. Nothing has changed. I think it has gotten worse. The sad thing is my friend knows how bad it is & turns right around to it again. This hurts, I care alot about him but still nothing changes. I don't see why he keeps doing it. She steals, lies, sleeps around, cons everyone she can and doesn't want to change. He got out this last time and people were telling him how good it was to see him happy. They were telling him it was good to see the old him that they missed that. She writes him a letter & shows up at the door. I was on the phone with him & he freaked out. He almost started to cry. Why live like that? I pray and pray maybe if you prayed God would act. Even if God doesn't want me in his life please pray that he will take him out of that. Please pray for him. It just gets worse every time he goes throught this. Please pray for his health, he has high blood pressure. I'm scared he is going to have a heart attack or she is going to cause him to go to jail. Please pray. Please pray that God will forgive me for being mad. I have lost all hope & I can't get this off my mind. He is just lost and the devil has a tight hold on him. Please pray that God will save him. Please pray that this will end forever and God will bring him back to him and give him a peaceful new life. I know he feels sorry for her and she makes him feel guilty for wanting out. Does that mean he has to throw his life away so she can get her drugs? Please pray that God will act before something bad happens. Please pray that I can let this go.