July 22, 2014
.I was married the first time 13 years and it ended in divorce. I got mad at God and decided to live how I wanted to. That led me to one wrong choice after another. My 3 children lived with me and and after 4 years of rebellion I was a mother of 5. The fourth child was a def. not plan, but the 5th was. The only problem was I was still living in disobedience and that relationship ended when she was only 6 months. I was a single mother of 5 . As i sank into depression i realized my older three would be better off with my ex husband. That was the hardest choice I have ever made. So via the Fl. court system, they moved in with there dad. My depression got worse after I felt the pain of that choice but to make matters worse, My ex-husband decided I didn't need to see my older three children at all. He kept them from me 2 years, For any reason at all: If I was late, he denied me visitation. My children couldn't call or answer my calls. I missed birthdays, and holidays. . .. . . . . I was in so much disbelief that God would allow this to happen to me. God knowing all I wanted to be was a mom to begin with. I wish I could say that it was what drew me back to Him but it actually sent me further away. I blamed God once again. After a partying stage that lasted about 6 months. i realized my only hope was in Jesus Christ ,. In April of 2012, I re-surrendered my Life to HIm. During the 2 years of complete denial of seeing my children, Iv'e went back to court 3 times to try and make my ex let me see them. He would be warned but never found in contempt. God gave me a promise one day, during the worse part of this, when a song came on the radio ,Not for a Moment, by Merideth Andrews. Almighty God reminded me that He was indeed there and one day I would have my kids back.... I am married now , to an amazing Godly man, and my 2 younger children finally have a daddy!!!! The Lord has impressed me to fight one more time for my kids. My older children are Isaac 16, Faith 15. and Victoria 13. My girls want to live with me and I have a court date on Aug. 12th. PLEASE pray that I will see the victory God has promised me years ago. And that God would be glorified. That my heart can truly forgive my Ex-husband....... Now unto Him who is able to do exceedingly above all that we could every ask or think, according to the power that works in us,to Him be Glory !Eph. 3:20...21 Thank you
July 20, 2014
Please pray that I could fellowship on a regular basis with people at my church after church on Sunday and that someone of God's choosing would disciple me. Thanks.