June 30, 2012
Father God, I ask you to be with Graeme, knowing you are and to help him reach out to me and open up to me as I am thankful he is. I know he misses me and wants to talk to me. I know he wants to be with me and not without me. I am praying as this reaches him: "Graeme, I love you. I know you miss me right now and you want to talk. I know you are making it easy. When you said it is hard not being with me- I know that you are making it easy to be with me. I know that you are rewarding me for the good I have done to you. I know that you want to show me how much you appreciate me just as you told me, you know you need to show me and you want to. I know you don't want to let go of me nor want me to let go of you. You know how much I love you and are sure of it. You know that I am here to stay and you do want to be with me and I know that you are not afraid, not wasting any time. I know that you are thinking of me and your daughter I know that you are free now and alone so you can come to me. I know you want to come to me, you know I am here still. You know it has not been long enough, you never replied, never gave me the answers because you don't want to let me go. You know I am here, you are making the right decisions for you and your daughter, you know me inside out, you know I am here Graeme, you know I am here for you. You also know that I am patient with you, giving you all the time you need, you know that I am aware it is going to happen and you know that is why I am still here. You know I am waiting for you. You know it's never too late. I know that you are ready to be with me and want to be with me. I know you only think of the good and that you have put the past behind us. Keeping away from negative people, doing the right thing, with high morals and integrity. You know that you have me and that you are taking the chance to be with me. You are wise, competent, fast to act, have high morals and honesty, commitment, loyalty, self confidence, faith, no worries, no negative thoughts, you know how perfect you are for me. How you won't hurt me, not taking advantage of me. You know that I love you! You know my love is real. You know what love is all about and I know that you are going to come to me, fast to act, wise and competent and happy, comfortable and ready to be with me. I know that you are good and going to show off your good skills and I am proud of you. I love you x" In Jesus name. Amen.