February 08, 2012
Nov 28 was the day of my baptism, a wonderful day like no other. To truly become a Christian was a marvelous feeling. It took years to heal from my past sins which forgiving myself seem to be the most difficult thing to do. Unfortunately my faith&trust in Him was weak. I understand that I suffer from people pleasing, co-dependency & being some what of a coward to conflict has lead me back into a sinful life-style. I find myself in a dishonorable relationship, she being an atheist tears at my heart, I have hope that I can lead her to Christ but I know this isn't right almost in anyway. I see that I'm distant from our Lord& back into a void to which I'm far too familiar with, which in turn upsets me even more. Thanks to my loving&faithful mother, she encouraged me to listen to WMHK. That is why I'm asking for your prayers, to help Him guide me back into His arm.