February 17, 2012
I am in a relationship with and live with an addict. Although he is in treatment, there are some things that have happened recently that cause me to not know if I can live this kind of life or trust that he is going to stay in treatment. I am not sure if I can trust him. I have kept pretty much all of this from my family and friends mainly because of embarrassment. Those that do know about the things that have been going on are of the opinion that I need to rid myself of him. However, that involves kicking him out of my house which means he will be homeless, unemployed, and alone. I do love him and I am having a hard time figuring out what to do. I pray everyday about this and I do not feel like God is giving me an answer. Please pray that God gives me the answers I need and that I have peace with whatever decision God would have me to make.