July 24, 2014
I posted many times over the past months for deliverance from homosexuality and for my return to the Lord Jesus Christ (He had delivered me before but I turned away from Him in pride). I believe that the LORD has anwsered that prayer because I'm back to church (which I had stop going), I am able to read the Bible again (when I wasn't really able to before), praying kindof like I used to (which I didand witnessing to people like I did before I backslid. The urge/desire/bondage of homosexuality is gone. The reason why I am posting this prayer request is that I don't want to be decieved by my feelings or by the fact things that I am doing. I know I have to be careful with my feelings and trust in the LORD solely. The things is I just don't feel exactly the same way as I did before i backslid, but I dont feel the way I did when I was full blown backslidden. It's like the prodigal when he left the pig pen and was on his was tpo the fathers house: I know that I am no longer in the pig pen nor do I have a desire to return to it (the enemy has tried to lure me back in), but am I in the Father's house? or am I still walking to the Father's house? I know that God is not the author of confusion and tells things like it is. I know the enemy will always try to cause doubt and try to get us to question God's Word. I know that the heart is wicked and I cant go by my feelings If you would pray that the LORD would remove any confusion, doubt's unbelief from me and confirmation that I am no longer backslidden and wisdom regarding this I would appreciate it. Thanks and God bless you
July 24, 2014
We have a 5 day bible club coming this 1st week of August.Please pray for the kids who will come to be save and their parents too to be save, that God will prepare their hearts to hear the Gospel.Please pray too for the protection of the homehost,the teachers of CEF,the leaders and workers of this bible club that they will be protected from the work of the enemy.Pray that this will bring glory to our Lord Jesus.
July 21, 2014
You expired, O Jesus, but the source of life gushed forth for souls and an ocean of mercy opened up for the whole world. O Fount of Life, unfathomable Divine Mercy, envelop the whole world and empty Yourself out upon us. O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fount of mercy for us, I trust in You. Amen
July 21, 2014
I am in deep prayer for my marriage and family. I am praying that The Lord move mightily and make a shift in my situation. May The Lord fully remove my husbands mistress from our union. May his heart be hardened towards her as it softens to me, may the path to her be blocked with a Hedge of protection as our path becomes clearer, may he feel lost and turned around when he seeks her out, may his way be forever blocked and The Lord remove her from his heart. May The Lord convict him of his sin and he repent. May he remember that home is with his wife and daughter and not this "woman". Lord even though the situation is sticky, all things are possible with you, Lord, please let her removal be your will. We have endured so much hardship, please dont also give us this cross to bear. You have said vengeance is mine so I have given it to you, you said what you have brought together, let no man put asunder, so I have given it to you, but Lord it seems so hopeless at times. Make a path Lord, clear the way, bless our union. Release the hold, the grip that Satan has, for he wants to destroy marriages and his hand is at work in mine. Lord also give us some financial blessings, I have recently lost my job, the bills are piling up, my daughter starts kindergarten and needs supplies. How am i to do all of this?? Lord, just make ways, make paths, give blessings, restore my marriage and help me to walk on the right path. Cover my husband, daughter, our finances, our home and belongings with the blood of our Savior, Jesus Christ. Please Lord, remove this woman from our lives, please heal us, restore us, shine your blessings and light upon us. In Jesus' Name I Pray. Amen
July 19, 2014
I had a coffee date with a guy who seems very nice, sweet, smart and cute. I was very excited. I thank god for the introduction. However, he has not returned my text messages and I have left him alone. Idont know if I offended him or what happened as it appeared he was having a good time. I know he mentioned he has anxiety with depression and didnt want a relationship because it would create too much anxiety and stress for him. He is a good man and a good heart. God, please bring Michael back to me as I think we are a good fit.