April 23, 2014
I May be fired for passing out roses that I grow in my back yard. I grow a large variety of roses at home and I bring them in to different people at work to cheer their day up and to share God's splendor. I have been doing this for many many years and everybody liked them and said thank you. Now we have a new person who has taken it upon herself to be the morality head. She has brought a sexual harassment case against me for passing out the roses. I have never so much as touched anyone within the department and now this. I have suffered from depression and all of this is making it so bad that all I want to do is go home and lay in bed. I have been praying to God for help and to have these charges dropped. I know God does everything for a resin. Please pray for me that these charges are dropped.
April 22, 2014
Please pray for God to guide me in His will. I only want to serve Him. I am waiting for doors to open according to His timing and will. Please pray that I am able to wait patiently and with hope as I wait upon the Lord. Pray for my strength, faith, and discipleship in my journey. In Jesus Name, Amen.
April 21, 2014
Please pray for me as her faking sick for me to take her to hospital, not call me at all, move to Monroe, go on a date and get attacked by her 'friend', file ppo against he and I, then file for divorce four days later, still impacts my daily life. I understand now that she's on dating sites looking for love and to be 'pampered'. Still no communication with her. Am I crazy or tooo naive for being obedient to God by still praying for her and wanting a reconciled marriage despite her obviously not wanting anything to do with me? At the courthouse last year, I begged and forgave her not to divorce because she even said in the past that she knew it was wrong and that God hates divorce. I forgive the guy, her family, old church, and everyone that did nothing to communicate with me or to indicate to me anything. How unfair from fellow siblings in the Lord. We were very active in our former church home; but no one there talks to me because pastors and members were FB 'friends' with her. No Lutheran leadership has helped me in anyway when I asked for their assistance in finding her to have us meet and talk. Please pray for me to heal. I pray for her daily and for her to do what is right. 12 years of marriage thrown away and to be looking for all the things I provided really hurts. It appears to be soooo easy to divorce, date people, reclaim a new identity, and claim to be looking for something you threw away. Was her love for me real? If her new pastor and church home really knew or cared what did and lied about; but God knows. My heart hurts daily but I am strong and will forever rejoice. I wish and pray that favor from the Lord granted me in her as my wife would be restored. Can someone please pray for us? Even when I want to attempt to look for someone new, her mannerisms, traits, and other things are always what I seek but have not found...not like I'm trying to duplicate or replace her. Marriage was supposed to be forever until death separated us. The grass must not have been greener on either side, I guess. I will not allow myself to be down because of her seeking. I really seek my jmk and all that she encompasses. Acting upon 'free-will' and listening to others instead of God has obviously damaged this; but God can heal if it is His will. THAT is what I'm sooooo sad on is her not being here as she promised in the vows to God while I suffer all the heart ache, reputation, credibility, and financial ruin as a result....and she's out all happy and started over in her new life. Please pray for us.
April 21, 2014
Psalms 41:1 Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the LORD will deliver him in time of trouble.
April 21, 2014
Colossians 2:2-3 So that their hearts may be comforted, and that being joined together in love, they may come to the full wealth of the certain knowledge of the secret of God, even Christ, In whom are all the secret stores of wisdom and knowledge.