April 16, 2015
Lord, as you brought me on the path of this new job, you know your will for me. The desire of my hear is to be accepted by this company and receive the job. May you be with us during the interview and bless us with wisdom on both side so the right decision be made. In Jesus name, Amen.
April 15, 2015
Please, please pray that God moves mountains to bring my husband home soon. It's like we are climbing this mountain and making progress and then a huge boulder knocks us down to the bottom of the mountain, over and over again. There are people in power who are ignoring the truth and manipulating things to keep my husband where he is. Please Jesus, intercede for my husband and stop the devil from hurting our family. We praise God for all provision and protection and give Him all the glory. In Jesus name. Amen.
April 12, 2015
Seven months ago, I committed a horrible sin against my family (non-physical)and my wife and I have been separated ever since. We are both believers and we have a 2-year old son. I immediately repented of what I had done and have been in Christian counseling and Celebrate Recovery (I just got my 6 month chip) ever since. My wife and I are on good terms and talk on the phone about once a week, but she has not allowed me to see my son in more than 6 months. I had to temporarily move 500 miles away to live with my brother when I began having suicidal thoughts. I have been praying nonstop for months that God would convict my wife to work with me to save our marriage, but after a recent conversation when I asked her if I could make a trip to see my son for his second birthday, she threatened to file a restraining order against me, and made it evident that she has no intention of reconciling with me. At that point I came to terms with the fact that I will soon be facing divorce and a custody battle, and I began to focus my prayers on getting to see my son and redevelop my relationship with him. I was a very good dad before I got kicked out of the house. My dad died when I was a child, so I understand how important it is for me to be actively involved in my son's life. A few days ago, I pitched the idea to her of allowing me to see my son at a facility that offers supervised visitation. She didn't say yes, but sounded like she may actually be considering it. If she agrees, I'll probably need to look for a job in the area so I can move back to be near my son so I don't have to drive 500 miles every couple of weeks. The other day when I was praying on my drive to work, I had the radio turned on--something I never do. After praying to see my son, I started to pray for my wife to have a change of heart about our marriage. At that moment, a pastor came on the radio teaching that God is a God of restoration, and that nothing--no matter how impossible it may seem--is impossible for Him. I assume God was speaking to me about my marriage through this pastor, but my wife still has a very hard heart about reconciliation. At this point, I'm in a fog about how to pray. I do want God to restore our marriage--and believe it is His will to do so, but God is not going to override my wife's free will to choose. I feel as though God had just given me peace with the idea that I'll soon be divorced--so I'm afraid to get my hopes up again. Please pray for God to give me wisdom. Please pray that my wife will allow me to have a close relationship with my son--no matter if we stay married or end up divorced. And please pray that if at all possible, that God would soften my wife's heart and give her the desire to work with me to save our marriage. Also, please pray for wisdom about whether or not I should begin the process of moving back--I'm afraid of moving away from my support group. Thanks.
April 11, 2015
I don't know why it did that. More failure for me I guess...
April 11, 2015
I'm in a situation (not life threatening) where I'm feeling trapped. It's causing horrible anxiety. I keep praying for a ,oracle. I know God's timing is perfect and he doesn't always respond right away but I've been praying for so long. It sometimes feels like the more I pray, the more silent he is. Then I feel guilty for not having more faith. I just feel sad and unloved all of the time. As tho I'm watching everyone around me be happy and have family and those who love them. When does it get to be my turn? Why am I not worthy?